Wish I May - Ani Difranco

Wish I May - Ani Difranco
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Im losing my love of adventure
我正失去对冒险的热忱
Im losing all respect
我正失去所有尊严
For me and myself tonight
今夜 我对自己充满鄙夷
I wonder what happens if I get to
若我走到隧道尽头
The end of this tunnel
却仍不见曙光
And there isnt a light
会是怎样的结局
Ive worn down the treads
我已磨平了
On all of my tires
所有轮胎的纹路
Ive worn through the elbows
衣袖与裤膝早已磨穿
And the knees of my clothing
褴褛衣衫见证岁月沧桑
And Im stumbling down
我踉跄行走在
The gravel driveway of desire
铺满欲望的碎石路上
Trying not to wake up
竭力不惊醒
My sleepy self-loathing
沉睡的自我厌弃
Do you ever have that dream
你可曾做过那个梦
When you open your mouth
当你张口欲言时
And you try to scream
你试图呐喊
But you cant make a sound
却发不出任何声音
Thats everyday starting now
从今往后的每一天都是如此
Thats everyday starting now
从今往后的每一天都是如此
Dont tell me its gonna be alright
别告诉我一切都会好起来
You cant sell me on your optimism tonight
今晚你的乐观无法说服我
Its a stiff competition
这是一场残酷的竞争
To see who can stay up later
看谁能撑得更久
The stars or the street lights
星光或街灯
And all they really want
它们真正渴望的
Is to be alone with the darkness
只是与黑暗独处
No more wish I may
不再许愿
No more wish I might
不再期盼
It takes a stiff upper lip
需要强忍泪水
Just to hold up my face
才能维持体面
I gotta suck it up and savor
我只能强忍苦涩 细细品味
The taste of my own behavior
自己种下的苦果滋味
I am spinning with longing
渴望让我天旋地转
Faster then a roulette wheel
比轮盘赌转得更疯狂
This is not who I meant to be
这不该是我的模样
This is not how I meant to feel
这不该是我的感受
I dont think I am strong enough
我不确定自己是否足够坚强
To do this much longer
还能继续支撑多久
God I wish I was stronger
上帝啊 我多希望自己能更坚强
This song could never be long enough
这首歌永远不够长
To express every longing
道不尽我所有渴望
God I wish it was longer
上帝啊 我多希望它能再长些