Fuck Up - Josiah Leming

F**k Up - Josiah Leming
I gotta clean up shouldn't even be up
Who turned the heat up to hot as hell
Well I couldn't pass up spent my very last buck
On a bag of bad luck can't you tell
Hey Ho
I know I know I know what I've done
I was on a roll
"You were on a roll son"
I froze I froze buckled in the sun
I was on a roll
Yeah I was on a roll
I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man
But I am what I am and that's all that I am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again I will till I can't
So don't get your hopes up I'm just a f*ck up
I hear her screamin' "Who you wanna be son "
Like a voice of reason in my head
Don't wanna be a rerun "Go and talk to Jesus
If he can't heal ya no one can"
Hey Ho
I know I know I know what I've done
I was on a roll
"You were on a roll son"
I froze I froze buckled in the sun
I was on a roll
Yeah I was on a roll
I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man
But I am what I am and that's all that I am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again I will till I can't
So don't get your hopes up
I'm just a
I ran out far beneath the flood to see what I had done
Won't you just give me that gun
Yeah I will get it done
It's only my life that I'm wastin'
Mama won't you leave me be
I don't need to hear it no
Because I am what I am
And that's all that I am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again
I will till I can't
So don't get your hopes up
I'm just a f*ck up