Meadows - Remembering Never

I picture a place that is
And always will be heaven
To the eyes ears nose and mouth
But most of all where my dying of
It so never gain never love
And affection for all but especially you
There is a special place knowing no end
To me myself and whatever I become
This thing inside
That ticks away ticks lower with each coming day day
But this place reminds me
I am loved but I wanted there
Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears
I am loved but I wanted there
But I am loved not but I wanted here
Pain is only the beginning which binds us
All together what the meadows somewhere will appear
Like that for the day will be alright
Will be alright
Alright
There is a special place
Knowing no end
To me myself
And whatever I become
This thing inside
That ticks away
Ticks lower with each coming day
I am loved but I wanted there
Not I wanted here
Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears
I am loved but not wanted here
Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears
But this place reminds me
Never reminds me
There is a special place knowing no end
To me myself and whatever I become
This thing inside that ticks away ticks lower with each coming day
I am loved but I wanted there
I am loved
Eyes sulk with the burden of never ending tears
Never ending tears
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