The Couch - Alanis Morissette

Couch - Alanis Morissette
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You hadn't seen your father in such a long time
你已许久未见父亲身影
He died in the arms of his lover how dare he
他却在情人怀中离世 何其残忍
Your mother never left the house
母亲从此深锁家门
She never married anyone else you took it upon yourself to console her
终身未再嫁 你独自扛起安慰她的重任
You reminded her so much of your father
你与父亲如此相似
So you were banished and you wonder why you're so hypersensitive
因此被放逐 终于明白为何这般敏感易伤
And why you can't trust anyone but us but then how can I begin
为何只敢信任我们 可我又该如何启齿
To forgive her so many years under bridges with dirty water
原谅她吧 那些年桥下流淌的浊水
She was foolish and selfish and cowardly if you ask me
若你问我 她愚昧自私又怯懦
I don't know where to begin in all of my 50 odd years
五十余载光阴 我不知从何说起
I have been silently suffering and adapting perpetuating and enduring
默默承受 隐忍适应 周而复始
Who are you younger generation to tell me
你们年轻一代凭什么断言
That I have unresolved problems not many examples of fruits
说我心结未解 结不出几颗
Of this type of excruciating labor
这般煎熬孕育的果实
How can you just throw words around like grieve and heal and mourn
你怎能轻言哀恸 痊愈 悼念
I feel fine we may not have been born as awake as you were
我很好 或许我们生来就不如你那般清醒
It was much harder in those days we had paper routes uphill both ways
那些年艰难得多 我们送报上山下坡风雨无阻
We went from school to a job to a wife to instant parenthood
从学堂到职场 从丈夫到猝不及防为人父
I walked into his office I felt so self-conscious on the couch
走进他办公室时 我在沙发上如坐针毡
He was sitting down across from me he was writing down
他坐在对面低头记录
His hypothesis I don't know I've got a loving supportive wife
他的分析诊断 其实我有位温柔贤惠的妻子
Who doesn't know how involved she should get
只是她不知该介入多深
You say his interjecting was him just calling me on my sh*t
你说他打断谈话 不过是在揭穿我的伪装
Just the other day my sweet daughter I was driving past 203
就在前几天 我亲爱的女儿 我开车经过203号
I walked up the stairs in my mind's eye
在脑海中 我走上楼梯
I remember how they would creak loudly
还记得它们吱呀作响的声音
She was only responsive with a drink he was only responsive by photo
她只有喝酒才会回应 而他只对照片有反应
I was only trying to be the best big brother I could
我只是想尽力做个好哥哥
I've walked sometimes confused sometimes ready to crack open wide
有时迷茫地走着 有时濒临崩溃边缘
Sometimes indignant sometimes raw can you imagine
有时愤愤不平 有时脆弱不堪 你能想象吗
I pay him 75 dollars an hour sometimes it feels like highway robbery
我每小时付他75美元 有时感觉像被抢劫
And sometimes it's peanuts I wish it could last a couple more hours
有时这微不足道的时光 我多希望能再延续片刻
So here we both are battling similar demons not coincidentally
此刻我们都在对抗相似的梦魇 这并非巧合
You seen getting beyond knowing it solely intellectually
你已超越仅用理性认知的阶段
You're not relinquishing your majesty
却始终不曾放下你的威严
You are wise you are warm you are courageous you are big
你睿智 你温暖 你勇敢 你伟岸
And I love you more now than I ever have in my whole life
此刻我爱你 更甚此生任何时候