Who I’ve Always Been - Celeste Buckingham

Mama's in a corner crying
Daddy is upset 'cause he's out of work again
We don't care, we just keep on pretending
'cause nobody here seems to feel the need to complain
We're all made of the same material
We're all just variations of the same
But the way we live is beyond surreal
At least that's what they say you need to stay sane
The lights are on but no one's home
Am I the only one who feels alone?
Nobody knows the trouble I've seen
No, Nobody knows the trouble I've seen
Could you want to, would you even try to?
Nobody knows where this girl's been
No, Nobody knows where this girl's been
Gonna fade into the wall
Don't catch me when I fall Tell me why I gave up the believing
That lying is the only way for me
I gave up a lot of dreaming
It took some time but now I finally see
The lights are on but no one's home
Am I the only one who feels alone?
Nobody knows the trouble I've seen
No, Nobody knows the trouble I've seen
Could you want to, would you even try to?
Nobody knows where this girl's been
No, Nobody knows where this girl's been
Gonna fade into the wall
Don't catch me when I fall
I've fallen many times before
But I always got back up
And now I have no place to go
The only place is up
Nobody knows the trouble I've seen
No, Nobody knows the trouble I've seen
Could you want to, could you even try to?
Nobody knows where this girl's been
No, Nobody knows where this girl's been
Gonna fade into the wall
Don't catch me when I fall