Haunted Head - Ezra Furman

Haunted Head - Ezra Furman
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I'm up at six
六点醒来
I get a slice of bread
取一片面包
I cut a hole in it
挖个空洞
I crack a little egg into a frying pan
往煎锅磕入鸡蛋
And I try to get my mind turned off
试图让思绪停摆
I'm naked now
此刻赤裸
Because it doesn't really matter
反正窗帘紧闭时
When the shades are down
都无关紧要
I was born this way
我生来如此
I'll die this way
也将如此死去
I don't know how
不知该如何
I'm ever gonna tell myself the truth
向自己坦白真相
I live alone
我独居于此
A house without a heart
没有灵魂的房屋
Is not a home
怎能称为家
I think I may destroy the things I own
或许该毁掉所有拥有
I'm going back
我要回到过去
Way back to black and red
回到那黑白交织的混沌
Inside my haunted head
在我被困扰的思绪里
I get the prayer shawl on
我披上祈祷的披肩
I wrap myself in something
将自己裹进某种
That is way beyond
超越理解的存在
Anything my mind can get its dirty fingers on
那是我的思想无法染指的纯净
I'm going through the motions like a champ
我像个冠军般机械地重复着动作
I take these aimless drives
漫无目的驾车游荡
From two a.m. to four
从凌晨两点到四点
I live these secret lives identities that all die off
扮演着层层假面 终将消逝的身份
Not one survives
无一幸存
By morning there's nobody at the wheel
破晓时分 方向盘前空无一人
I'm out in lake street now
此刻我驶入湖街
I'm coming to a red light
红灯在眼前亮起
But there's no one around
四下却寂静无人
The law sits on my shoulder
律法压在我肩头
And it weighs me down
令我难以喘息
It's talking in a language long since dead
用早已消亡的语言絮絮低语
Inside my haunted head
在我被困扰的思绪里
I'm having too much fun
我沉溺于放纵
My arms around the toilet
双臂环抱着马桶
Like a long lost chum
如同老友重逢
I'm kneeling at the throne
跪倒在王座前祈祷
I'm stricken deaf and dumb
我陷入无声的沉寂
I'm learning what it means to really pray
学着领悟何为虔诚祈祷
Tried to get cute with pain
曾试图戏谑痛苦
I thought I could avoid it
自以为能逃开这煎熬
Thought I knew the game
以为深谙规则门道
But just when you get the hang of
可当你刚掌握诀窍
It the rules all change
规则却全部改掉
And you're doing time for crimes that don't exist
为虚无的罪名承受囚牢
So I sit and wait
于是我静坐等待
'Til I can finally see the sense it makes
直到终于能看清这荒谬的意义
I know this sick world's bound to be explained
我明白这病态的世界终将得到解释
So I'm hanging on if only by a thread
所以我紧抓着最后一根救命稻草
Inside my haunted head
在我被困扰的思绪里
Haunted ha ha haunted head
恐惧啊哈恐惧的脑海