Father - Ms. Dynamite

I spent 23 years trying to be what you wanted me to be
Though it seemed like you couldn't save me
'til I picked up the mic and I was on the TV
Now you're ringing off my phone like every week
Where were you at 6 7 11 and 13 when sh*t was impossible
Mama left nine months pregnant
But she came home alone from the hospital
How could you call yourself a man if you can't love your own unless you can contol them
You'd rather destroy their souls and she was 13 years old and you could've protected the innocence from being stolen
And I don't give a d**n what you was going through when mama wasn't able
To put food on the table
You left the family unstable
Now you come around acting like you want some kind of appraisal
You can't play like you daddy now
And you can't claim sh*t 'cause you weren't around
And you can't get mad but what can you do
You can't tell me sh*t
I'm grown without you
I spent 23 years trying to be the f**king man you should be
Taking care of your responsibility
Putting clothes on our back and shoes on our feet no help
But you always had your bag of w**d
Where were you at 12 13 14 and 15 when life was unliveable
Momma was so d**n angry the way she treated me was unforgiveable
You call yourself a man your oldest son he had to learn from his sister
How to put a niggers fist up how to f**k a niggers sh*t up and knock out any motherf**ker that had come and tried to diss us
And I don't give a d**n what you was going through
And I needed saving I spent my every second blazing a little girl with a blade
And trying to f**k up and take my life just wanted to dig my grave and
You can't play like you daddy now
And you can't claim sh*t 'cause you weren't around
And you can't get mad but what can you do
Now what you gonna do
You can't tell me sh*t I'm grown without you
You can't play like you daddy now
And you can't claim sh*t 'cause you weren't around
And you can't get mad but what can you do
You can't do a d**n thing
You can't tell me sh*t I'm grown without you
I'm grown without you
I've grown without you
Can't can't come and come and tell me do not