This House Is Not A Home - Vesuvius

This House Is Not A Home - Vesuvius
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
I've reached the crux
我已抵达绝境深渊
With bent and dissonant faith
信仰扭曲而支离破碎
The gripping violence in my calm
平静表象下翻涌的暴戾
Allocates no escape
封锁了所有退路
Discourse disharmony
失序的内心独白
Subdued in a bleak and dreamless sleep
沉沦在荒芜的无梦长眠
Grandeur and larceny
昔日的荣光与罪孽
The volatile becomes my verity
癫狂终成我的真理
Desaturate these dismal eyes
黯淡这双忧郁的眼睛
Clot the flux to my cortex
止住流向大脑的血流
Conceal the maelstrom inside
掩藏内心的混沌风暴
I still discern the scars of your abandonment
我仍能辨认你离去留下的伤痕
Mother
母亲啊
Where has the sun gone
阳光消逝在何方
Cause this old soul has felt far too cold for too long
这颗苍老的灵魂已寒冷太久
And I'll wait
而我仍将等待
Through the darkest winter
穿越最凛冽的寒冬
My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed
我脆弱的骨骸深陷你床榻褶皱
And I'll wait
而我仍将等待
Six feet under
在六尺之下
For you to come home
等你归来
To speak my name again
再次轻唤我名
I've come to find my depth
我终将寻得归处
My place of solace my place of rest
那慰藉之地 那安息之所
A skeleton drowning in the tides of your shadow
一具枯骨在你阴影的潮水中沉溺
My laden conscience eviscerated and hollowed
我负罪的良知被掏空殆尽
Disperse these umbral skies
驱散这幽暗天幕
Retrieve my inherited demons
找回我血脉里的恶魔
So I can sleep at night
才能换来安眠
And I'll wait
而我仍将等待
Through the darkest winter
穿越最凛冽的寒冬
My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed
我脆弱的骨骸深陷你床榻褶皱
And I'll wait six feet under
我会在六尺之下等待
For you to come home
等你归来
To speak my name again
再次轻唤我名
I found god in my sleep last night
昨夜我在梦中遇见神明
In a place so vast a space so dark
置身浩瀚无边的黑暗
A void I'd crawl into on the premise
坠入虚无的深渊
That I would never awake
以为永不再醒来
And we spoke
我们开始对话
Oh we spoke endlessly blissfully of nothing
我们曾欢愉地漫谈虚无
His words were deafening
他的话语震耳欲聋
His words were silent defiant of my notoriety
却又沉默地蔑视我的恶名
Violent as my nature and quiet as my thought
如我本性般暴烈 似我思绪般沉寂
His quivers ripple through the seams of my anatomy
他的颤栗穿透我躯体的每道缝隙
His words shattered my ribcage
言辞击碎了我的胸腔
Destructive as my subconscious
如同潜意识般具有毁灭性
And I looked into his eyes an ounce short of conviction
我望进他眼底 看到信念正在溃散
And said that I don't want to die
他说我并不想就此死去
With affirmation he stated that
他坚定地告诉我
I will find death in the darkest corners of the greatest perhaps
我终将在最深的绝望里遇见死亡
And to find myself I must have faith in that
而找回自我 必须相信这个预言
Return me to the empty house in which I grew
带我回到那个空荡的童年旧屋
Where I would converse with ghosts a crawl space with a roof
在那里 我曾与幽灵对话 在带顶的狭小空间
And I know that I don't know who
而我明白 我始终不知道
The voice that calls from the other end pertains to
电话那头的声音究竟属于谁
But I remember in my solitude
但在孤独中我仍记得
You were there too
你曾也在那里
Father
父亲啊
Where has the light fled
光芒已逃往何方
A broken boy beaten and crucified
一个破碎的男孩 饱受摧残与折磨
At the hands of your surrogate
在你替身的掌控之下
With the remnants of this vessel
用这残破躯壳的碎片
I will submerge my contempt
我将埋葬我的愤恨
This repression is a loaded gun
压抑如同上膛的枪
I've cut the flux to my vitals
我已切断生命的脉搏
I am my father's son
我是父亲的翻版