Horrible Pain(Within My Heart) - My Ruin

作曲 : B., Makaiwi
I invoke Him, and
He comes to me, in my dreams
Dressed in black
He speaks in a language only
I can understand
His hands are warm,
His breath is hot
He is the horrible pain, within my heart
My religion,
My sanctuary,
My church,
My sacrafice,
My Confession
My exorcism,
My worship, in progress
I have no other lover... now, untill forever
He is magic, and when
He kisses me,
I can taste
Him on my lips
Like an elixir
Far from innocent
He is pure evil
A sinners prayer, a saints desire
For Him, I would walk through fire
For Him...
I have walked through fire
To draw Him,
I want so bad
One gift,
I'll never have
He drives a stake into my soul
Makes me bleed, makes me whole
Drinks me, devours me, intoxicates me
With His love,
Hate, Devotion,
Faith As beautiful as
Jesus Christ
He is as brutal, as the depths of
Hell In my dreams,
I press my mouth against
His And I feel
Heaven...
Horror...
Terror He looks at me with that look
I call it
His serial killer look
Like He wants to f**k me, and kill me all at the same time
It scares me
It turns me on
His eyes are brown
His stare is intense...
Meaningful,
Powerful Maybe that's why
He's so f**kin' scary
Because He means it
Sometimes
He tells me
He loves me, as
He looks at me
With that look
Sometimes
He doesn't have to
I've never felt a man look at me like this
It's almost creepy....
Uncomfortable....
Sexy I guess
I know He could never really chop off my hands ........
Or could He?