Or Do I - Educated Consumers

Or Do I - Educated Consumers
Or do I
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I get it get attached
And it's gonna go away
Awake await hypnotic spinning of a plate
Beginning of a break down the stairs we tumble
Too young to tie up too high to humble
Mumble meaningless marvels and marvel
As a star full of rapture unravels
Paper thin with a vacant grin
And grim is the tale
In the trail from the travels
No castles no grass hut
Broken home away from home all the bad luck
Follow me from good to worse indecisive
So divisive that nothing ever adds up
Bag lunch when starved for attention
Fuel for the engine cruel as a penchant
Defenseless defensive
Intent is intensive
Headless heedless
Even abuse in a head trip
Your skin makes me cry
Why surprised that I'm so shy
Just because a man walks with the truth
Doesn't mean his touch can't feel like a lie
We tried being adults ash and amber
Temper tantrum crystallized cancer
Smile with this childish charm
As the ban on banality extends to the banter
You'd rather be in a head than heart depart
We got close and now you're in both
Full of emptiness in an empty kiss
Explain this ambivalence
I love you I hate you
I love you I hate you
I love you love you hate you love you
Hate you love you
Hate you
Or do I
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Instinct buried under the bones of coping
Groping grasping answering without asking
The lasting last sting of a crude and crass king
Rules a plastic paradise making the glass sing
Middle class ring of fire collapse in desire
Attract adversaries to admire
Wire the funds across the craze and crave
Ways to be brave when to behave is a slave
These days those nights when the mask is on
Lion cubs dressed up as Mastodons
The past is gone along with the window
Sink low so low the only high left is to die
Externalized anger hangs a hangover
Makes the misnomer roam a field
In search of any shell to dwell
Within the ability
To part ways without
Goodbye without understanding
Goodbye without a check for the therapist
Goodbye without an easier way
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Goodbye without anyone to share it with
A terror with a taste for timing
Teething
Every evening
Believing the day
Is a break from the gnashing
A broken impression
Escape from the passion
Invoke the confession
You'd rather be in a head than heart
Depart
We got close and now you're in both
Full of emptiness in an empty kiss
Explain this ambivalence
I hate you I love you
I hate you I love you
I hate you hate you love you hate you
Love you hate you
Love you
Or do I
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