His Pleasure Is My Pain - Jewel

His Pleasure Is My Pain - Jewel (珠儿)

A man stands in the doorway like a small child
一个男人站在门口就像一个小孩子
Angry fists
愤怒的拳头
She lies on her bed her head buried in her pillow
她躺在她的床上 她的头埋在她的枕头
And she stares at the moon
她盯着月亮
He speaks to her all the words she's heard too many times before
他对她说的话她听过太多次
And pretty soon she just let's his voice fade away
很快她就让他的声音消失了
And she thinks
她认为
This was a gradual steel frost
这是一个渐进的钢霜
That started with cold feet
从冷的脚开始
And ended with numb hearts
以麻木的心结束
This was once satisfying *** but now no longer is
这曾经是一次令人满意的性生活 但现在不再是
It was once filled with the possibilities of new china or old stone
这是一次充满可能性的新中国旧石器
But now it's exaggerated and waterlogged no longer what these
但现在不再是这些夸张和灾难
Hands had
双手
Intended and still I cry in my sleep
还在睡梦中我哭了
He always said I was too sensitive
他总是说我太敏感
But I say
但是我说
At least I never meant to make him cry
至少我从来没有打算让他哭泣
At least I never meant to make him hurt that way
至少我从没想过要把他伤害
Nooo I never meant to make him cry
不 我从来不想让他哭泣
Never meant to make him hurt that way
从来没有意图让他这用种方式受伤
Yes it's true I'm too sensitive
是的 这是真的 我太敏感
But he takes pleasure in my pain
但他在我的痛苦中享受快乐
Yes it's true I'm too sensitive
是的 这是真的 我太敏感
But he takes pleasure in my pain
但他在我的痛苦中享受快乐
And the unheard hours they fly by
他们飞过我闻所未闻的时间
She goes to the window
她走到窗户
She puts on a nightgown and brushes her hair
她穿上了一件睡衣 在梳她的头发
He's already asleep
他已经睡着了
By the time she
到她的时候
Goes and lays back down
去 放下自己回来
She thinks
她想
My god what am I doing hear
我的上帝 我在做什么
My bones have grown tired of his hunger of his gray eyes
我已经厌倦了他眼里的那种饥渴
And I feel if I were to stay one more night here
我觉得如果我再呆一个晚上
I'd die or explode
我会死或爆炸
Or worse yet just fade away
或者更糟的消失
There have been days so dark that I felt like august
已经有如此黑暗的日子 我感觉像是在8月
And that I soon too would turn to fall
而且我很快也会倒下
He always said I was too sensitive that if I cared so much
他总是说我太敏感 如果我在意那么多
The world could kill me that way
世界可能会杀了我
I wonder if he's only half alive or if he's simply always been this
我不知道他是否还活着 或者他只是一直这样
Inarticulate
口齿不清的
Cause I say
因为我说
At least I never meant to make him cry
不 我从来不想让他哭泣
At least I never meant to make him hurt that way
我从来没有想过要让他这样的伤害
Nooo I never meant to make him cry
不 我从来不想让他哭泣
Never meant to make him hurt that way
我从来没有想过要让他这样的伤害
Yes it's true I'm too sensitive
这是真的 我太敏感
But he takes pleasure in my pain
但他在我的痛苦中享受快乐
Yes it's true I'm too sensitive
这是真的 我太敏感
But he takes pleasure in my pain
但他在我的痛苦中享受快乐
She get's out of bed and looks at her feet as though they
她从床上起来 看着她的脚
Were the wings for her freedom
仿佛它们是她自由的翅膀
She gets up and goes to the door
她站起来 走到抽屉边
It's a moment in which anything can happen
这一刻任何事都可能发生
She gets out some clothing
相反 她拿出一些衣服
Puts it in a bag and leaves him sleeping
把它们放在一个袋子里
While she heads for the door
并在他睡着时 她走向门口