6 - Elijah Blake

6 - Elijah Blake
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My feet couldn't reach the pedals
我的小脚够不着踏板
So my father got on his knees
父亲便跪下来帮我
He used his hands to press the pedals
用手替我按下琴键
At the bottom of the Hammond B3
在那架老风琴的底部
Six years old and I lied about the school grades
六岁的我谎报了成绩
I told my momma that my daddy already
告诉妈妈爸爸已经
Reprimanded me
教训过我
And when my father found out he beat me
当父亲发现时 他打了我
With a belt of leather
皮带抽打的伤痕
Until my arms bled open and it caused my back to bleed
直到双臂绽开 脊背渗出血痕
So as a growing young man I act like a six year old
于是长大的我 仍活成六岁孩童
I act like a little a** boy
活成怯懦的幼童模样
And I'm protective of all my toys
紧紧守护所有玩具
Cause they're the only things that never judge me
唯有它们从不审判我的灵魂
That's why I act like a six year old
所以我永远停留在六岁
Full of imagination and wonder
用幻想与惊奇筑起城墙
I'm still afraid of falling under
我仍恐惧坠入深渊
Six years old and I'm staring at a movie screen
六岁孩童呆望银幕上的梦魇
In a dark sanctuary shaking watching image of the beast
黑暗庇护所里颤抖凝视兽影浮现
Repeated nightmares can't even sleep at 23
二十三岁仍被重复噩梦囚禁难眠
Thanks a lot dad now I'm stuck with f**kin' PTSD
多亏你啊父亲 让我终生困在创伤梦魇
Now my relationships suffer and I can't live a normal life
如今所有关系破碎 再难触碰平凡人间
But your philosophies daddy said
可你总说那些大道理
It's alright to scare off to Christ
"用恐惧皈依上帝也无妨"
So when I'm selfish and needy or I act like a spoiled brat
当我自私又渴求关注 像个被宠坏的顽童
Just trying to function normally
只是试图表现得正常
With a mother playing mom or dad
在扮演父母的母亲身旁
I always felt like the world hated me although I do my best
总觉得世界对我充满敌意 尽管我已竭尽全力
Like I'm the only best friend
仿佛我是那种
People kind of wish they never had
人们宁愿从未拥有的挚友
Six years old
六岁那年
I'm a little a** boy
我仍是个长不大的孩子
And I'm protective of my toys
紧紧守护着我的玩具
They're the only things that never judge me
唯有它们从不评判我的对错
I'm a six year old full of imagination
六岁的我活在幻想世界里
I'm protective of my toys cause they never judge me
我守护这些玩具 因它们永远温柔
Because they never judge me
因它们从不对我指摘
And I'm still afraid of going under
至今仍恐惧着坠入深渊