I Live With It Every Day - Barenaked Ladies

I Live With It Every Day - Barenaked Ladies (裸体女郎乐队)

On August first nineteen eighty one
一九八一年八月的第一天
I cycled to scott's house with a BB gun
我骑车到司各特的家 身上还带着一把玩具枪
We were almost twelve but we looked thirteen
我们还不到十二岁 但看起来像十三
He had baby blue eyes that I shot him between
他有双婴儿般清澈的蓝色眼睛 我用手枪将他的眼睛打穿
Nature provides for us a safety net
但是上天把我们安全地留在了人间
Whatever we do we can never forget
那天所做的事情 我们都永生难忘
I live with it every day
我每天都生活在这件事的阴影中
Even though we moved away
虽然我们曾经的岁月已经走远
Our yesterdays are on a loop
但是曾经的往事依旧在我脑海里回旋
A marathon of heartbreaking moments
仿佛是场伤心欲绝的马拉松连绵不绝
The day they found me asleep on the floor
有天他们发现我睡在地板上
Engine running closed garage door
库房的门紧锁 但是发动机还在不停地运转
Was the day the for sale sign arrived on the lawn
那天也是我们的房子出售的一天
Two weeks later and we were gone
两星期后 我和家人离开了这里
Everyone falls through time and the funnel it makes
每个人都随着时间的推移忘记了这件事
But I'm staying here inside my biggest mistake
但是那件我犯下的最大的错误还深深地埋藏在我心里
I live with it every day
我每天都生活在这件事的阴影中
Even though we moved away
虽然我们曾经的岁月已经走远
Our yesterdays are on a loop
但是曾经的往事依旧在我脑海里回旋
A marathon of heartbreaking moments
仿佛是场伤心欲绝的马拉松连绵不绝
I live with it every day
我每天都生活在这件事的阴影中
For every step I have to pay
我需要为我的每个行为付出代价
The only thing that they can't take
那个错误永远无法从我脑海中抹除
The guilt that spirals in my wake
每次醒来都感到深深地内疚
The love I put away
收起的爱
Like games that children play
像孩子玩的游戏 再也拿不起来
The hearts you choose to break
伤过的心
Like cars dumped in the lake
像掉在湖水里的汽车 再也无法挽回
The laugh lines on your face
纵使脸上露出的笑容
The life I won't embrace
我也不会拥抱这样的生活
The cold house I won't leave
我永远不会离开那个冰冷的房间
The guests I won't receive
我永远不会接待那样的客人
I live with it every day
我每天都生活在这件事的阴影中
Even though we moved away
虽然我们曾经的岁月已经走远
Our yesterdays are on a loop
但是曾经的往事依旧在我脑海里回旋
A marathon of heartbreaking moments
仿佛是场伤心欲绝的马拉松连绵不绝
I live with it every day
我每天都生活在这件事的阴影中
For every step I have to pay
我需要为我的每个行为付出代价
The only thing that they can't take
那个错误永远无法从我脑海中抹除
The guilt that spirals in my wake
每次醒来都感到深深地内疚