Talkin’ 2 Myself(Album Version|Edited) - Eminem

Ayo before I start this song man
I just wanna thank everybody for being so patient
And bearing with me over these last couple of years
While I figure this shit out
Is anybody out there it feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me yeah I guess I keep talking to myself
It feels like I'm going insane am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is let me hear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
I went away I guess and opened up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew
I was going through growing pains
Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I almost made a song dissing Lil wayne
It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was getting
I felt horrible about myself he was spittin'
And I wasn't anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it
Almost went at Kanye too God it
Feels like I'm going psychotic thank God that I didn't do it
I'da had my ass handed to me and I knew it
But proof isn't here to see me through it
I'm in the booth poppin' another pill tryna talk myself into it
Are you stupid you're gon' start dissin' people for no reason
Specially when you can't even write a decent punchline even
You're lying to yourself
You're slowly dying you're denying your health
Is declining with your selfesteem you're crying out for help
Is anybody out there it feels like I'm talking to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me yeah I guess I keep talking to myself
It feels like I'm going insane am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is let me hear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
Marshall you're no longer the man
That's a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I'm wallowing selfloa-thing and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle
Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echoes in this hall though
But I must be talking to the wall though
I don't see nobody else I guess I keep talking to myself
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
I've turned into a hater I put up a false bravado
But marshall is not an egomaniac that's not his motto
He's not a desperado he's desperate his thoughts are bottled
Inside him one foot on the brake one on the throttle
Falling asleep with writer's block
In the parking lot of Mcdonald's
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something 'bout it
Admit you got a problem your brain is clouded you pouted
Long enough it isn't them it's you you fucking baby
Quit worrying 'bout what they do and do shady
I'm fucking going crazy
Is anybody out there it feels like I'm talking to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me yeah I guess I keep talking to myself
It feels like I'm going insane am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is let me hear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
So I picked myself off the ground
And fucking swam 'fore I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice
Suffice this time around
It's different them last two albums didn't count
Encore I was on *** relapse I was flushing 'em out
I've come to make it up to you now no more fuckin' around
I got something to prove to fans 'cause I feel like I let 'em down
So please accept my apology
I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again let me formally
Reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowing up oh and I'm blowing up all over
My life is no longer a movie but the show ain't over homos
I'm back with a vengeance homie Weezy keep ya head up
T.I. keep ya head up Kanye keep ya head up don't let up
Just keep slaying 'em rest in peace to DJ Am
'Cause I know what it's like
I struggle with this shit every single day and um
Is anybody out there it feels like I'm talking to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me yeah I guess I keep talking to myself
It feels like I'm going insane am I the one who's crazy
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is let me hear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
So there it is damn
Feels like I just woke up or something
I guess I just forgot who the fuck I was man
Ayo and to anybody I thought about going at
It was never nothing personal
It was just some shit I was going through
And to everybody else I'm back ha ha