It Doesn’t Matter to Him - John Grant

It Doesn't Matter to Him - John Grant

If I think about it
如果回想这一切
I am successful as it were
看起来 我很成功
I get to sing for lovely people
我为这可爱的世界上
All over this lovely world
可爱的人们唱歌
And I am no where near as awkward
我也不会像年轻时
As I was when I was younger
那么笨手笨脚
I guess I'm one of those guys
我猜我大概属于是
Who gets better looking as they age
越成熟越帅气的那一类人
And even though I have felt beaten down
尽管我有时被
By constant doubt
连连质疑
Depression and confusion
沮丧 困惑
Brought about by people's actions
皆因人们的反应而起
Death and tax forms
死亡与税单
I keep getting up
但我一直在变得更好
And I am loves by all my friends and family
被我所有的朋友和家人所深爱
Though there have been
即使也会有很多人
Lots of raised eyebrows
对我皱眉
And concerned glances lately
后来渐渐变成担忧的一瞥
It doesn't matter to him
他毫不关心
I could be anything
我无所不能
But I could never win his heart again
但我无法再赢得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
他毫不关心
He took away my triple a pass
他赢得了我的心
I am invisible to him
却对我视而不见
And now I feel the soft pink flesh
如今我感觉到我内心柔软
Of my heart hardening
鲜红的地方正变得坚硬
To the countless possibilities
每天都充满了无数可能
Contained within each day
无数可能
Vulnerability feels like
脆弱就是像是
A cold wet concrete room lit
一个冰冷潮湿的水泥房
With florescent lighting
开着日光灯
Which as you know
如你所见
Makes everything look bad
它让一切看起来很糟
I still keep trying to figure out
我还在试着弄清楚
How I became irrelevant
为何我变得无关紧要
How I got myself evicted
为何我被他
From his heart from one day to the next
一天天驱逐出他的心
And the worst part is
而最糟糕的事情是
That even if I got an answer right now
即使我现在知道了答案
It will not change anything
这也于事无补
Because we have become two strangers
因为我们已成陌路
It doesn't matter to him
他毫不关心
I could be anything
我无所不能
But I could never win his heart again
但我无法再赢得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
他毫不关心
He took away my triple a pass
他赢得了我的心
I am invisible to him
却对我视而不见
It doesn't matter to him
他毫不关心
I could be anything
我无所不能
But I could never win his heart again
但我无法再赢得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
他毫不关心
He took away my triple a pass
他赢得了我的心
I am invisible to him
却对我视而不见