Searching for a Former Clarity - Against Me!

Searching for a Former Clarity - Against Me!
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No the doctors didn't tell you
医生们并未向你透露
That you were dying
你已时日无多
They just collected their money
他们只是收取诊金
And sent you
便让你
On your way
独自离去
But you knew all along
但你早已心知肚明
Went on pretending nothing was wrong
继续装作一切如常
You said I will keep my focus
你说我会坚守目标
Till the end
直至生命尽头
And in the journal you kept
在那本你珍藏的日记里
By the side of your bed
静静躺在你的床边
You wrote nightly in aspiration
你每晚都写下热切渴望
Of developing as an author
渴望成为一位作家
Confessing childhood secrets
倾诉童年的秘密
Of dressing up in women's clothes
关于穿上女装的往事
Compulsions you never knew
那些你从未理解的冲动
The reasons to
那些缘由
Well everyone
其实每个人
You ever meet or love
你曾遇见或爱过的人
Be just relationship based
都只是建立在
On a false presumption
虚假的假设上
Despite everyone
尽管所有人
You ever meet or love
你曾遇见或爱过的人
In the end
最终都
Will you be all alone
你是否会孤独终老
As the disease spreads
当病魔蔓延
Slowly through your body
缓缓侵蚀你的躯体
Pumped by your heart to the tips
随着心跳流向四肢
Of your arms and your legs
蔓延至手臂与双腿
Your greatest fear was
你最深切的恐惧是
That your mind wouldn't last
心智将无法维系
Your coherency and alertness
清醒与理智终将消逝
Would be the first things to fade
记忆将是最先消逝的痕迹
As your hair thinned
当你的发丝日渐稀疏
As the weight fell off
当你的身躯逐渐消瘦
As your teeth blackened
当你的牙齿开始发黑
As the lesions spotted your skin
当你的皮肤布满斑痕
As you fell to your knees
当你双膝跪地
In the center of the stage
在舞台中央
As you offered witness to mortality
向世人展现生命的脆弱
In exchange for the ticket price
以生命为代价换取入场券
As the lights blended into the continuing noise
当灯光在喧嚣中逐渐模糊
As all hope
当所有希望
Was finally lost
终于熄灭
Adrenaline
最后的肾上腺素
Carried one last thought to fruition
将临终夙愿推向终点
Let this be the end
愿此刻即是终章
Let this be the last song
愿这是最后的绝唱
Let this be the end
愿此刻即是终章
Let all be forgiven
愿一切得到宽恕