Everything(Explicit) - Lil Wayne

Everything
I know I know Weezy Wee this dedicated to my father
D**n n***a y'all excuse the expressions
What it be like up there baby boy ay this here ya son hollerin at ya
I miss the s**t out ya it's hard to be without ya
But I know you watchin peepin down on how I'm livin
Ay tell Jesus I said thanks for the blessings he sendin
Please ask him to forgive me for the sins I commit
Just let him know I'm still young and at risk
Say I'll never forget the time that you caught me smokin herb in the house
I was dead wrong I deserved to get out
But you just talked it over with my mom and got it situated in due time
Told me get the paper instead of high
So now I take that advice and shed light over my whole life dog
I wanted to be just like you my whole life dog
I can't believe them n***as stole ya that s**t's pain to me
But don't trip I hold you down you still remain through me
And dog I know I can't see you but I bet that you smilin
And I'm a make you even happier I promise
I know you can't be close to my n***a I know
But I know you watchin over me n***a I know
But the s**t's steady hurtin burn deep
But it's alright dog everything gon' be alright dog
I know you see my daughter growin up and bad as ever
But she cool 'cause she do whatever daddy tell her
And your wife she's still the most wonderful woman
I just built her a new house she ain't runnin from nothin
B and Slim them n***as still love me like they own child
Ms Rose nerves get bad but still she gon' smile
And me I'm on some squash it and some debate it
But I know they love it way more than they hate it
And I know you probably laughin at the way I treat these h*es and these b***hes
I try love 'em my BM be trippin
But Rabbit you know one thing I got the game from you every perspective
That's why I keep the gun at close connection for protection
And you see I left school behind and chose CMB
It was impossible on the road every week but I know enough
And I follow by everything you ever told me think wisely
Watch over me my n***a just guide me
I swear to you man at some times I really wish I was with you
'Cause I get fed up with this life and I miss you
Somebody pass me a tissue and let me wipe the tears from my eyes
Yeah n***a I cried it's 'cause I loved you dog
I promise I won't ever put nothin above you dog
So I live my life in dedication of you dog
I know you see me happy on the outside and hurt within
Make me wanna grab that gun and burst again
But I know they got a reason why I'm here
And I know they got a reason why you gone
And therefore I'm succeedin on my own
But you ain't never left me n***a you still dwell in my heart
I can't forget you kept it real from the start
And until my last breath I exhale I'm a keep you with me
And when we do meet again I'm a keep you with me
And tell them n***as Pac B I G and Pun I said thay's my peoples
Watch over me n***a 'til I see you