Affliction - Dissolving of Prodigy

Why I stared fixedly in your eyes only
Why I caressed your soft and tender palm of hand
Mockery this d**ned laughter thwarted my fate
Ah this d**ned edge spilt the passion in me
But but killed your love your love
Ah how I regret my own deed and beg for forgiveness
Eros
My tears flow down rough and dark bark of a tree
Which once was beauty and soft body yours
Among fingers the twigs I entwine and dream
I caress their leaves and touch of you seek in them
I fall down in depths
In depths from which isn't return
In madness I seek the oblivion
I don't want suffer anymore
Throttled sorrow is now my gloomy friend
Friend torturing my parchedly longing soul
As shadow now I stray over meadow full of asfodels
Flowers which seal up my fatal hopeless
Where ends the affliction
I ask and look at heavens
Already I recollect only
And the wreath start to wind