Am I Supposed To Apologize? - Maria Mena

I wrote a song a journal
我写了一首歌，一段旅程
Gave it to the world
告诉世界
Told the story
一个故事
Of when I was just a girl
当我还只是一个女孩的时候
I sought understanding
我希望通过承担所有
Clarity in truth
在青春中受到的伤害
By baring all the wounds
来清醒的认识
Inflicted on my youth
什么是真理
You criticized my choice
你评判我的选择
To stand up to my past
为了对抗我的过去
To give the pain a voice
为了给痛苦发声的机会
So that it too could pass
这样的话所有的一切都会过去
But I felt brave
但是我变得勇敢并对自己充满骄傲
And filled with pride as I let go
所以我让一切
Of bitterness that wouldn leave or let me grow
无法释怀和使我成长的痛苦都随风而去
But I will spend a lifetime
但是我还是要花费一生的时间
Trying to understand
试着理解
Why someone sharing my bloodline
为什么有人明明与我共享血缘
Would not lend me their hand
却不肯向我伸出援手
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该道歉吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
应该吗？
I loved her more than myself
我爱她胜过爱自己
But she made me choose
但是她逼迫我
Between her and my father
在她和我的父亲之间做出选择
And so I refused
因此我拒绝了
I fled her house and wrath
我离开了她的家
Eleven years of age
为此生气了11年
Followed the crooked path
走了一条使我
That led me to a stage
步入人生另一个阶段的崎岖道路
The curtains opened up
大幕拉开
My heart followed the lead
我的心追随着路的方向
The music wouldn stop
乐曲不会停
And I could finally breathe
而我终于可以自由地呼吸
But I will spend a lifetime
但是我仍然要花费一生的时间
Trying to understand
努力去理解
Why someone sharing my bloodline
为什么有人明明与我共享血缘
Would not lend me their hand
却不肯向我伸出援手
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该道歉吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？
Am I supposed to apologize
应该吗？