Part II (Motel Art) - Killing The Dream

This isn't what I hoped I'd have to say it's nothing that you want
To hear to say that nothing's changed would be understating
Understatement things change times change I remain the same but
Only
Distantly familiar is this the way it is or just the way I've
Let it be I lie I cheat I steal I kill if I could sleep I
Dream of having reasons to wake up they lie they cheat they steal
They kill and every night they fall asleep content it's not
Depression for depression's sake or desperation for a song this is
Every day this is all I know so sick of days dreading the nights
So tired of fighting to keep off the lights so sick of searching for
What's going to make it right and now you're sick of the same song
I'm sick of writing it falling apart when nothing's wrong I wish I
Could could write a line a sentence or a word that could pretend for
Long enough to give you what you want I wish I could write a line a
Sentence or a word that could pretend for long enough to tell me what I want
But there's no resolution here I've learned better than to wish there's no resolution here there is only this