Everything But Everything - Killing The Dream

Woke up from a nightmare and tried to go back to sleep these days
It's not the nightmares that are killing me it's what comes next
At least in nightmares I know what I'm running from and I'm scared
But fear seems better than the truth these days my dreams are all
That's real it's my life that's all just make believe and I know
How it ends but I can't help but watch so caught up I'm breaking
Down it's getting harder to pretend I care where I land I want to
Feel I'm just scared of what that means I remember when I could
Smile without feeling like such a liar I just wish I would have
Wrote it down you ask if there's an end in sight I wish I had
An answer you should have asked me back when I was young because
I've had everything and all I want is more when you're sick of
Standing you just fall