Skeletons(feat. Joell Ortiz and Crooked I) - Joe Budden

I got some skeletons locked in the closet yeah yeah
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And I've been dyin' dyin' just to find an outlet yeah
我一直在寻找宣泄的出口 苦苦挣扎
And I'm hoping that no one finds out about it yeah yeah
祈求没人会发现这些秘密 是的 是的
Wishing maybe it'll disappear but I doubt it
希望它们能消失 但我心知不可能
I doubt it
绝无可能
I look over my shoulder not knowing where it's coming from
我频频回首 不知阴影从何而来
But knowing that it's coming I was bugging as a youngin'
却清楚它正逼近 年少时我就惶惶不安
Now I'm runnin from somethin' that'll even out my dumb decisions
如今仍在逃避 那些足以清算我愚蠢过往的力量
The night I shot and had him bleedin' out his lungs and spittin'
那夜我开枪让他肺部中弹 鲜血喷涌
Do any sins go unforgiven I hope not
是否有些罪孽永难宽恕 但愿不是
Cause most of mine were hunger driven nothing in my mother's kitchen
因我多数罪行源于饥饿 母亲厨房空无一物
Stomach sounds like the clouds ignited and the thunder hitting
饥肠辘辘如雷云翻滚 雷霆炸响
So the well-schooled kid ended up with more than a couple missin'
优等生最终落得 累累案底
So not a chef but the coc*ine forever cookin'
虽非厨师却终日烹制**
I love kids but now I' selling to a pregnant woman
我深爱孩童 却向孕妇兜售毒物
Stumbling through the projects in the AM with a cup in my hand
清晨跌撞穿过贫民区 手捧烈酒杯
Gun on my waist and "I don't give a f**k" is my plan
腰间别着枪 "无所吊谓"是我的信条
You'll never understand my palm sweat
你永远不懂我掌心的冷汗
Followed by shortness of breath then my heart jets and I ain't find a calm yet
紧接着呼吸急促心跳狂飙 至今未得安宁
Go on let shorty sin
就让这罪孽继续蔓延
Cause ain't no way in hell this ain't Joell that's brave enough to tell you everything
因为世上没人比Joell更勇敢 敢向你坦白一切
I got some skeletons locked in the closet yeah yeah
我有些骷髅深锁在衣柜 是啊 是啊
And I've been dyin' dyin' just to find an outlet yeah
我一直在寻找宣泄的出口 苦苦挣扎
And I'm hoping that no one finds out about it yeah yeah
祈求没人会发现这些秘密 是的 是的
Wishing maybe it'll disappear but I doubt it
希望它们能消失 但我心知不可能
I doubt it
绝无可能
F**k all that rapping I'm a let the conversation rock
去他的说唱 我要让心声自然流淌
I got skeletons in my closet
我心底藏着太多不可告人的秘密
The living dead live in a ni**a head behind a combination lock
那些活死人般的记忆 在我脑海深处紧锁
When will the occupation stop it Make it a vacant lot
何时才能停止这场折磨 让心灵重获安宁
The black mamba when I crack vodka I'm a take a shot
当我痛饮烈酒 便如黑曼巴般致命
And Hope the stowaways go away before the anchor drop
只愿那些心魔 能在沉沦前消散无踪
Yeah thanks a lot I'm a bottle drinkin' nutcase
是啊多谢关心 我是个酗酒成瘾的疯子
Cover of XXL behind Em I had the drunk face
杂志封面后的我 醉态尽显
I steadily dream about cleanin' these demons out
我不断梦想着驱散这些心魔
In order to clean them out you gotta scream and shout
要彻底摆脱它们 必须声嘶力竭地呐喊
All of your secrets out loud
将你所有秘密公之于众
It started as a kid at my school desk
这一切始于学生时代的课桌前
Aced every quiz but I wanted to pass the cool test
考试全优却渴望通过酷炫的考验
Ain't nothing cool about school shopping at the thrift store
在二手店买校服哪有半点酷炫可言
And living in an abandoned station wagon cause you was piss poor
曾栖身破旧旅行车 因你身无分文
So I started stealing all of the clothes that the other kids wore
于是开始偷窃 其他孩子身上的衣衫
That's when the skeletons moved into my mind on the sixth floor
自那时起 骸骨便盘踞在我脑海六层
And more came through Crooked I's youth
更多秘密随扭曲青春潜入
I slowly started moving them out the closet to this mic booth
我慢慢将它们从衣柜 转移到这录音间
For real bro
说真的兄弟
I got some skeletons locked in the closet yeah yeah
我有些骷髅深锁在衣柜 是啊 是啊
And I've been dyin' dyin' just to find an outlet yeah
我一直在寻找宣泄的出口 苦苦挣扎
And I'm hoping that no one finds out about it yeah yeah
祈求没人会发现这些秘密 是的 是的
Wishing maybe it'll disappear but I doubt it
希望它们能消失 但我心知不可能
I doubt it
绝无可能
I thought I had it all locked away till forever
原以为已将往事永远封存
But no memories fade away They seem to stay
但记忆从未褪色 始终如影随形
Comfortable in my conscience you live in my dreams
你盘踞在我的梦境 在我的良知中安眠
They say time heals it all then whys the pain still with me
都说时间能治愈一切 为何伤痛仍挥之不去
See the problem is I know it all
问题在于我洞悉一切
Or maybe the problem is that I just show it all
或许问题是我毫不掩饰
Maybe they that thinking I should be ashamed of my actions but really there's no remorse
他们以为我该为所作所为羞愧 实则毫无悔意
Maybe the lord will decide that I suffered enough and let me live with no withdrawals
或许上苍会认定我已受够苦难 让我不再承受戒断之苦
Then again all it would mean is he deemed I'm much too important to focus all
但这也意味着祂判定我太过重要 无需专注于此
We could talk about pain 24/7 dog that's my department
我们可以日夜谈论痛苦 那正是我的专长
Intercity blues cruise and I'm blasting that Marvin
穿行在都市忧郁中 我播放着马文的歌
Skeletons ain't in my closet that's my apartment
那些骷髅不在衣柜 它们就住在我的公寓
And they like to hide behind thousand dollar fabrics and garments
他们总爱藏身于华服锦衣的伪装之下
It's all bleak to me
这一切在我眼中尽是荒芜
Tell my Pop I ain't bothered when he don't speak to me I love you but it's weak to me
告诉老爸 他不理我时我毫不在意 我爱你但这让我心寒
On one hand life is short and there's no excuse to do it
生命短暂本不该找借口逃避
But you was missing half my life dog I'm kind of used to it
但你缺席我半生 我早已习惯独行
Modern day Son of Sam judge but you don't understand
当代的山姆之子 审判者你永远不懂
Me against the world I plan on winning knowing I'm undermanned
以寡敌众的战役 我偏要赢给你看
Want to see through the eyes of a monster Look through my glasses tint
想窥见恶魔的视野 就透过我染色的镜片
My roommates can stay here just take care of half the rent
室友们可以留下 只需分担一半房租
I got some skeletons locked in the closet yeah yeah
我有些骷髅深锁在衣柜 是啊 是啊
And I've been dyin' dyin' just to find an outlet yeah
我一直在寻找宣泄的出口 苦苦挣扎
And I'm hoping that no one finds out about it yeah yeah
祈求没人会发现这些秘密 是的 是的
Wishing maybe it'll disappear but I doubt it
希望它们能消失 但我心知不可能
I doubt it I doubt it I doubt it
不可能 不可能 绝不可能