Depression Party(Explicit) - Endwell

Depression Party (Explicit) - Endwell
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
I I can't begin to explain
我 我无法言说
All the things that I lost because of playing this game
在这场游戏里 我失去的一切
All the flowers that failed to bloom
那些未能绽放的花朵
The perpetual sorrow as reality comes into view
当现实浮现 永恒的哀愁笼罩
I turned this flame into a spark
我将火焰化作微光
My roar decays into a bark
咆哮终沦为低语
The smoke the drinks the friends the scum
烟雾 酒精 虚伪的同伴
I tried I swear that I tried but I'm done I'm done
我努力过 真的努力过 但我已受够了
Always a way to make you think it's okay
总有办法让你以为一切安好
But then reality spits in your face
但现实总会给你当头一棒
From the bottom I can see how they make it seem
从底层我能看清他们的伪装
But don't believe in all the b******t in your magazines
别相信杂志里那些*胡言乱语*
Goodbye to days of grace
告别优雅从容的时光
Welcome my grave disgrace
迎接我这不堪的耻辱
Another way just to capitalize on your dreams
又一种榨取你梦想的方式
This is not the way you wanted it to be
这绝非你期待的模样
So much to say about the way it was
有太多话想说 关于曾经的过往
They took it all from us
他们夺走了一切
So much to take they took it all from us
承受太多 他们夺走了所有
When it's all been said and done
当一切尘埃落定
When it's all been said and done before
当一切早已注定
They'll suck you dry until you've lost it all
他们会榨干你直到一无所有
You don't mean a thing to them
你对她们毫无意义
And they will never break your fall
她们永远不会伸出援手
Everybody jockin' hard
众人趋炎附势
When you're top dog
当你风光无限时
But when your chips are down
可当你跌落谷底
Where the f**k they all gone
他们又消失无踪
Integrity don't mean sh*t
在这虚伪的名利场
In this industry
正直一文不值
So lean on the few who true
唯有依靠真心挚友
And always in ourselves believe
永远坚守内心信念
Hate all you want it
尽管憎恨吧
Only adds to our determination
只会让我们更加坚定
And all you doubting f**ks
所有心存疑虑的**们
Will see exactly what were made of
终将见证我们的本质
When all is said and done
当一切尘埃落定
You never stood a chance
你们毫无胜算
Against a world that didn't want your love
对抗这个拒绝你们善意的世界
When you tried to tell yourself
当你试图说服自己时
That everything would work itself out
曾以为一切都会迎刃而解
But you don't have that luck
可惜你从不是幸运儿
Now that everyone is gone
如今众人皆已离去
You've come to realize
你终于明白
You function better alone
独处时反而更自在
And with a lack of love
在爱的荒漠中
You've found a better
你反而看清了
Understanding of the way this works
这世界的运作法则
Amen to the things we loved
为我们所爱的一切祈祷
And the dying youth within all of us
为逝去的青春默哀
So much to say the way it was
往事如烟 欲说还休
So much to take they took from us you repent
太多被夺走 你却只会忏悔
I'll take it from the top so you can understand
让我从头说起 好让你明白
I think it's the boy in me understanding becoming a man
我想是内心的男孩在学着长大
And let me say something no one held my hand
让我告诉你 没人曾牵我的手
Now anxiety ridden inside sh*t has hit the fan
此刻焦虑缠身 一切已乱如麻
My heart races from wake to sleep
从醒到眠 心跳如擂鼓不息
Head slow I barely got the stomach to eat
思绪迟缓 食难下咽
Got nowhere to run and retreat
无处可逃 亦无处可退
Nerves got me on the edge of my seat
神经紧绷 如坐针毡
What the f**k happened to me
我究竟怎么了
Hatred for myself
自我厌弃蔓延
Breeds hatred for everyone else
终化作对他人的憎怨