Dark Waves(Explicit) - Endwell

Cold sweats and vertigo
I'm back in hell again
I've been expecting this
I've been expecting this
The cycle never ends
Waiting for signs again
Waiting to lift this curse
Eyes to the sky again
Waiting for no response
This place is starting to resemble a tomb
I hear the dirt dance above
Must be in over our heads
Maybe it's time to give up
Sometimes it doesn't add up
Sometimes you know when to stop
Sometimes the grief is too much
And when push comes to shove
Sometimes the shove ain't enough
Waiting for signs again
Waiting to lift this curse
Eyes to the sky again
Waiting for no response
Every step is in the shadow of death
As the change begins to take it's effect
The life you've led has brought you to this
Sometimes your hard on your luck
The world just can't give a f**k
It overwhelms and overstays
It's welcome here it comes in waves
Until they carry me away away
All the way back home if I had my way
So this is living life I'm not waiting to die
I'm not waiting
Can't go back can't go back
I just keep telling myself
It's not so bad so bad to be like everyone else
It's not so hard to fake your life to fake your
I've been living like a ghost
So kiss the f**king ground
You can't escape the sound
Of all you've built falling down
Too far to turn back around
Too far to turn this around
I keep my eyes to the ground
I'm gracefully bowing out
This all has to end
And I'm sickened by the thought of it
There's no common sense
And the crime doesn't fit the punishment
If I can't exact my revenge
I'll face the consequence
And come down again
Down again down again down now
Waiting for signs again
Waiting to lift this curse
Eyes to the sky again
Waiting for no response
Waiting for no response
Waiting for no response
Waiting for no response
Waiting for nothing