It’s A Shame - This Perfect Day

I've been to heaven I've been to hell
And that's different you can tell
Father forgive for I have sinned
I can't help this state I'm in
I've seen a doctor I've taken pills
They didn't help me they never will
I'm drinking vodka I'm drinking beer
'Cos I'm alone when you're not here
It's a shame 'Cos
Nothing ever changes people stay the same
If you want to leave don't come back again
Nothing ever changes It was all a game
I could never trust you and that's a shame
I pray all morning I pray all night
My good Lord would make me feel alright
Got me a Buddha carved out of wood
He didn't do me no damn good
You want a winner and no excuse
I'm just a dreamer who's bound to loose
Dying is easy living is hard
There's so much angst said Kirkegaard
It's a shame 'Cos
Nothing ever changes people stay the same
If you want to leave don't come back again
Nothing ever changes It was all a game
I could never trust you and that's a shame
If you think I need you you're absolutely right
I guess I'm just too tired to put up a fight
But nothing ever changes people stay the same
Some will treat you good some will cause you pain