Unlovable Loser - Weerd Science

Weerd Science
Unlovable Loser
Nobody likes me everybody hates me
I've been taking care of myself even worse lately
Maybe it's not me an it's everyone else (Yeah)
Could it be finally I found fault with myself
Please I'm well aware for every problem theres a prayer
To a god that will only exist when I'm deep in despair
And I swear in the foxhole I'm converted forever
But I curse his name the next day when the trouble gets better
Only a real douchebag would claim that he's religious
To snuggle up to a girl that he's known for ten minutes
Only a real jerk would have unprotected sex
With a girl he just met tells her he loves her and jets
The fact of the matter is I pray I'm the average
To seem extraordinary though they're probably bored already
By the time I hit the mortuary no one will miss me
In hell I'll make a record with Michael Jackson and Biggie
I'm an unloveable loser
Without a job or friends or a future
And it's hard to get used to
Not havin' money because I used to
Uh huh huh uh uh
I'm an unloveable loser
With out a job or friends or a future
And it's hard to get used to
Not selling records because I used to
Uh huh huh uh uh uhuh
When I was younger the hunger for rhyming was so overwhelming
Now that I'm older I dish it out in generous helpings (Uhh nope)
Nothing is helping I'm done treading I'm drowning
I'm downing every ounce of alcohol around me (Oooh )
I'm trying to make it better trying to numb some of the sh*t
That finds its way inside my head an holds on and doesn't forget
They say I'm self depricating I say I'm entertaining
They say my new record is awful I'm a disaster thats waiting
To happen every action must have a reaction
Why would I listen to an A