Dear S.A.M. I’m Dead Too You? - Weerd Science

When we first met she was all that I wanted：
A light that reflects off the b******t I started
I tried to state this a plan this is when it begins
Even public places I would kiss this girl in and
She was just so beautiful
And I would act so unusual
And as usual I couldn't stay neutral
I think about the things I said and still get douche chills
My instincts told me not to f**k with her
Let alone fall in love with her
What was once a hollow shell
Now is filled with a purpose
Boy it must be cold in hell
'Cause I swore it'd freeze over colder than cold shoulder
Shoulda thought about it first 'for I got down on my knee for her
Oh well nothin' lasts forever
The cut is still deep and it's barely gotten better so I go：
Don't turn around I won't see you
I used to pick your face out of a crowd
Now you either blend in or fade out
Don't make a sound I can't hear you
No more I'm dead to you
Lettin' you know buried and gone
Now as the story moves on I know it's not like me to write love songs
But I guess this is kind of a song of love gone
'Cause every love in my life has gone way wrong
Not before too long I had to find out
As deep as I fell I couldn't climb out
But f**k it back then I'd just break another line out
Pour another drink try to forget 'til it's lights out
But I guess that's what happens
When you start mixin' the heart and physical attractions
I remember when you cried you were acting
To make up for the actual feelings you were lacking
And as things spiraled further downward
How could I overhear you tell another guy you go down good
The love of my life Yeah right
Just a party girl somebody's drunk fun Saturday night
I go：
Don't turn around I won't see you
I used to pick your face out of a crowd
Now you either blend in or fade out
Don't make a sound I can't hear you
No more I'm dead to you
Lettin' you know buried and gone
Now I tried to understand where you're comin' from
Was it all the daddy issues that you runnin' from
As far as chances with me you got none of 'em
Your legs never closed like you only had one of 'em
And if it came quite evident the mounting evidence
The emptiness see there's no way to replenish it
And any intelligent human being would've bounced
But I stuck around constantly tried to figure you out
And guess what
What
It's not likely
Sometimes I think you did this dirt just to spite me
But you're guilty
F**k you
That was the verdict
If you ask most girls they'll tell you I deserved it
And I go：
Don't turn around I won't see you
I used to pick your face out of a crowd
Now you either blend in or fade out
Don't make a sound I can't hear you
No more I'm dead to you
Lettin' you know buried and gone