Can’t Rest(Explicit) - Kerser

Can't Rest (Explicit) - Kerser
With that
Even that's that's the real
Me and Rates found a magnum 44
It was my dad's we was asking him what that's for
He said he had some enemies and we were too young
He said mum had left him he can't tell us too much
We went back home to mums now we broke as
She always crying she depressed the girl back
And I work out what the f**k was up
It's been buried block it out now we f**ked on ***
And mum can't work out why cops cuffin' us
Slapped Rates in the face cause he puffed and buzzed
And my dad used to ring when he was drunk as f**k
I hear him fightin' with mum I think he loves her but
How many 10 years old now I hug my little brother
Love my mother and my father but there's gotta be another
Way for us I watched it fall apart
I'm 11 years old with a broken heart
It's kinda funny cause the sh*t that teared my family apart
Is the same reason why my girls leaving gotta laugh
Life that I know live in pain gotta go
Cause my brain doesn't know why I play in the zone
On the streets doin' breaks where my fate would lay
Felt so locked in couldn't break away
Don't feel the same today cause rap saved my life
And when Rates hears this will he play it twice
Or are the memories too much remember it true bruzz
Come along the road don't forget what I do cuzz
You doin' it too make moves and march on
Take my life now this could be my last song
I'm gone
Life just ticks I might just quit
In a life like this is my life just sh*t
I got a feeling that for me it's kinda on its way
I had to tell you why I'm here I'm being honest aye
I picture gun blasts two cunts one mask
My thin blood marks walls f**k I must laugh
That's a dream that I had on my birthday
Just luck that I fit it in with word play
Now if that happens I am right I was a genius
If it doesn't I am paranoid I mean this
There's my life hate I'm used to it
Last 10 years mate got me movin' quick
And I fight with my girl like a movie flick
Cause she listening to rumours by a groupie b**ch
I can't take this sh*t I'mma break to bits
I got my taste of fame and it tastes like sh*t
Everyone talk sh*t and they takin' shots
They don't know who I am but they breakin' Scott
Is there anyone there that can make it stop
I don't need no ho tryin' to take it off
I just need my road when I'm takin' off
And I hit that stage while I'm blazing pot
This the life of a rock star stuck in the past
That's the 2 2 5 yeah I'm chuckin' it up
Need space today I need to take my brain
Reconstruct that sh*t before its sprayed away today
Yeah let it roll yeah
Tell me do you hear this write a review
They say I can't rap deep what you like me to do
You wanna hear about a blade tucked since I hit 17
Paranoid f**ked up like I think they gettin' me
You wanna hear about smoking till your chest claps
Or 16 doing breaks I need to get that
Or bills piling up on top of the fridge
Mum yelling at the paper how she gonna pay this
How we got a place to live but its slipping quick
She has to split need my own place I'm spinning out sh*t
But I moved out young turned boy to man
I got my dad pride now come and join the clan
Now I don't give a f**k and I'm ready for war
I'll take your head from your neck leave your head at your door
F**k everyone dissin' you don't know what I am
I'm a motherf**kin' soldier and I'm goin' at them
That's why I'm sellin' CD's on the verge of greatness
Once this drops I'll be referred to as the greatest
So sit back there's no reason to hate
And if you still hate me now best believe that your fake aye
No way will I end it now
I gotta take these thoughts and send em out
I am lost so lost but I need a buzz
Cause it helps me knowin' fans need me cuz
No way will I end it now
I gotta take these thoughts and send em out
I am lost so lost but I need a buzz
Cause it helps me knowin' fans need me cuz