They Will Never Understand(Explicit) - Kerser

They Will Never Understand (Explicit) - Kerser
Yeah just gonna let it all out on this one
It's not all fun and games
This is peoples lives
This is my life
See me happy man that's a fake smile
I got a lot on my plate this might take a while
Take a seat turn your brain off and listen up
And maybe by the end you'll know why I don't give a f**k
We was living in hell I thought of killing myself
Got boys sitting in cells I try to spit cause it helps
Plus my dads sick my life is getting drastic
And magazines had the high to ask me whats this lad sh*t
I give a f**k about a trend or an ad-lay
I only dress like this just to show you I have pay
Cause I ain't used to that I used to be a putrid chat
And ain't no way will you ever find me moving back
I'm proving facts that I'm nice on the beat
I like to take away the lives of people ice on the street
Cause I've seen it ruin lives breaking families to bits
And don't you call that sh*t soft come and handle how we live kid
It's all out and its going around
It's the only reason why I put the bottle down
They will never understand I'm the way that I am
Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again
I try fly by but my mind is side swiped
At night night I fight fight and bye bye
I try hard but I can't escape
I'm so real too real nah I can't be fake
That addiction is yours don't inflict it on others
Your mistake me are you listening f**ker
I ain't need to see the whole crew f**ked up
This sh*t be spreading like a plague and people see but shut up
You need to speak about the evil you see
But no one wanna do that f**k it leave it to me
My older brother in rehab I should be by his side
But I ain't got the guts he's stronger I will do it in time
Hah do it in time that's all I ever tell myself
Cause if I put it off that means today I can just do myself
And doing me that ain't something that you wanna be
Without the rhymes I'm nothing just a loser now I gotta see
The truth hurts so this album took the life of me
I'm just me its f**ked its nothing I even try and be
When I say I'm real don't think that I'm talking tough
I mean that I'm real and I am just a f**k up
It's all out and its going around
It's the only reason why I put the bottle down
They will never understand I'm the way that I am
Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again
I try fly by but my mind is side swiped
At night night I fight fight and bye bye
I try hard but I can't escape
I'm so real too real nah I can't be fake
At the moment its the truth I'm ma speak it
Tell the truth I'm too scared to release it
That kinda contradicts my other tracks I do know
Call me a liar I ain't know what to do bro
Never happy deep down I'm f**ked up
Bud puffed *** tucked left side lung crushed
That's enough to make me quit right there
You would think so but to quit I swear
I would have to change my life and get the f**k away
Tomorrow ain't exciting man its just another f**king day
I'm skin and bones I'm a motherf**king wreck sh*t
I meant to let 'em know that I will never tread quick
Cause I'm scared I ain't feeling like I'm better yet
I'm walking slow and its getting worse with every step
I run away and meet the front of a train
The side covered in stains I'm high and nothing remains nah
It's all out and its going around
It's the only reason why I put the bottle down
They will never understand I'm the way that I am
Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again
I try fly by but my mind is side swiped
At night night I fight fight and bye bye
I try hard but I can't escape
I'm so real too real nah I can't be fake
Yeah and I find it ironic
That the higher I get
The lower I'm digging myself in a hole