Disconnecktie - Norma Jean

It's taken me 50000 separate wrecks to get here
And I've learned absolutely nothing
As I'm standing here alone upright and motionless
I'm drowning in her sea
The rising and sinking of every consciousness I've ever known
Now detached and disconnected
The endless cycle of idea and action
Endless invention endless experiment endless hope and endless disappointment
And I thought all I needed was just one breath to stay afloat
For me it was like like the breath the last breath the last breath that I never wanted
Any of this
I'm moving forward
I never thought that this would capsize
But this isn't a boat it's a coffin
And now I'm moving forward
Into the sea into the great sea
So I begin with the end in mind
The cycles of heaven 20 centuries gone by come home
I've fallen three miles now and I still can't shake this dragon
But the end is coming like a flood
It is going to be a year for growing and the greatest amount of forgetting
My sea is dying but death is a doorway
And at the very root of me I know this
It's the greatest reminder
What a broad world to roam in what a sea to swim in so I begin with the end in mind