Afraid of Me - Twiztid

Afraid Of Me - Twiztid
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
Now you can try to sedate me assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing that you can do to me lately
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album
And give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherf**kers will die for us
So many questions fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck and situations that's too fast
To think about and most people can't dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record
I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherf**ker and sh*t I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy
Deranged confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string so what the f**k I got to lose
And what the f**k I got to prove to you
If you don't know me by now you'll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess indecisive I'm fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity I throw it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
Can you keep a secret
Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die
Can you believe it but I'm still alive
And been floating since '95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it's just a bunch of sh*t that I can't deal with right now
And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child disturbed and broke down
No soul no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry I'll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me