My Dog Years - The Pancakes

My Dog Years - The Pancakes
There's no place to where i can belong
I am never the one whom they want
I shouldn't be here
I shouldn't be there
I shouldn't have been born
And i'd run until i get lost
Though i know there's always a cost
I'll pay for it
I'm used to it
I won't complain
So please just let me try
Once in my life
Once in my life
Though i know all of these may just go wrong
Though i know i might not be strong again
Though i might not be able to stand again
I don't know what i've been looking for
I even do not know what i want
I ask myself
I cheat myself
I leave myself
I pretend to be happy but i'm not
I'm never satisfied with what i've got
I want too much
I need too much
I hope for too much
So please just let me fly
Once in my life
Once in my life
I know i might as well just fall and die
But in front of you i will never cry
And i'll never admit that i regret