Reflection - Jai

Self esteem as low as submarines
自尊心已经低到像潜艇一样深入海底
Hurting one's own self just to feel supreme
折磨着自己 外表也要光鲜亮丽
Trying to look like stars on the movie screens
向荧幕上的电影明星看齐
Always working out all the dieting
加强训练 疯狂节食
Why do you try to fit in
为什么你不想再瘦一点
Which outfit do you like best on me
你觉得我穿什么最好看
Do you think this makes me look too big
你是不是觉得这衣服显得我太胖了
O M G my hair is paper thin
天啊 我的头发真是稀疏难看
I think I may need extensions
我觉得我需要去接发
Why do I try to fit in
为什么 我还要再瘦一点
But ttho am I to say I'm not good enough
虽然如此 为何我还是觉得自己不够好
Like trying to add color to the Mona Lisa
就像给蒙娜丽莎加点色彩
You're the painter I am just the picture
你是艺术品 而我只是张图画
I'm just the picture
我只是张图片
So please forgive me wasn't thinking clearly
所以请原谅我没有想明白
So I've got to I've got to be me
因此我只能做我自己了
I must admit it's not easy to see what You see
我承认 达到别人的要求并不容易
Help me see what You see every time You look at me
帮助我 告诉我你每次看着我时的心中所想
Every time You look at me
每一次你注视我的时候
Living up to people's expectations
活在人们的期望之下
Must be prim and proper in front of them
势必要在人前循规蹈矩
Blinded by the labels they put on me
迷失在他人给我的标签里
Can't see my unique identity
无法看清自己
Is this really necessary
这样真有必要吗
Gravity is not a friend to me
故作庄严并非我的本意
Downhill slopes stalking calamity
追踪报道的不幸事件如下滑的陡坡 愈演愈烈
Known from cutting drinking
经济萧条 我开始酗酒
Drugs and depression
**泛滥 让我精神抑郁
Masking pain lost in frustration
我掩藏伤痛 迷失于挫折失败里
How can I feel again
我该如何重拾自我
But ho am I to say I'm not good enough
但我真的不够好吗
Like trying to change the chorus in a rock monologue
好像试图把摇滚独白融入圣歌里
But You're the conductor in this orchestra
但你是这个乐队的指挥
In this orchestra
在这个乐队里
So please forgive me wasn't thinking clearly
所以请原谅我无法想明白
So I've got to I've got to be me
因此我只能做我自己
I must admit it's not easy to see what You see
我承认 达到别人的要求并不容易
Help me see what You see every time You look at me
帮助我 告诉我你每次看着我时的心中所想
Every time You look at me
每一次 你凝望我的时候
I've got to I've got to be me
我必须做我自己
I must admit it's not easy to see what You see
我承认 达到别人的要求并不容易
Help me see what You see every time You look at me
帮助我 告诉我你每次看着我时的心中所想
Every time You look at me
每一次 你凝望我的时候
I've got to I've got to be me
我只能做我自己
I must admit it's not easy to see what You see
我承认 达到别人的要求并不容易
Help me see what You see every time You look at me
帮助我 告诉我你每次看着我时的心中所想
Every time You look at me
每一次 当你凝望我的时候