The Last to Say(Explicit) - Atmosphere

The Last to Say (Explicit) - Atmosphere

As far back
追溯到
As he cares to remember
他开始记事的时候
He used to see his old man
他常常看到他的父亲
Lose the temper
大发雷霆
And mama's pretty face would catch it all
于是妈妈漂亮的脸就的承受这一切
On a regular basis the
时不时地
Nest would fall
家里就会遭殃
But he was always
但他总是
Safe from dad's rage
在爸爸的愤怒下逃脱
'Cause mama sacrificed in his place
因为妈妈牺牲自己保护他
Two dozen years of the
二十年来
Blood sweat tears
血汗与泪水
Avoid the mirror
妈妈逃避镜子
Losing her hair from the fear
在恐惧中不断掉头发
She never left him
她从未离开他
Stayed inside
而是待在他身边
He beat her a** up
他总是对她使用暴力
Until the day that he died
直到有一天他去世
In fact the biggest beating
事实上最大的打击
Was the day that he died
却是他去世的那一天
'Cause now it's too late
因为这已经太迟
For her to make a new life
她已无法开始新生活
She gets to mourn
她开始怀念
For the touch of a punch
被打的日子
Won't ever admit that
她不会承认
She ain't clutchin it much
她没有牢牢抓住生活
Someday she'll die
某一天她会死去
Still won't be done
但她仍然不会去做
The anger lives on
这种愤怒
Through their son
影响了他们的孩子
'Cause he saw
因为他看见
He caught it all
他完全经历了
A childhood of watching ma
整个童年看见
And pa get raw
看见爸爸妈妈争吵
It's too bad for him
这对他来说太糟糕了
Nah that's half the truth
这有一半是真相
'Cause you back with him
因为你背对着他
Now and he's smacking you
他正在拍打你
What happened to you
你怎么了
You don't have a clue
你一点头绪也没有
Did your mama used to suffer
你的妈妈是否也常常经历
Accidents too
这种伤害
I never knew that you
我从来不知道
Would stand for abuse
你会经历虐待
I guess I just assumed
我猜我只是以为
That you would pack up and move
你会收拾走人
Think about when you left him last time
想想你最后一次离开他的时候
Said out loud
大声说出
You would never forgive past crimes
你绝不会原谅他过去的罪行
Sunglasses
太阳眼镜
So dark
如此黑
Scarf around the neck to
它围在脖子上
Cover the choke marks
来掩盖哽咽的痕迹
And since you gotta justify returnin'
因为你必须要得到公平对待
You convinced yourself
你劝说自己
That he's just a hurt person
他只是个受伤的人
You wanna blame that cross he bears
你想责怪他的过错
But his pop's not there
但他老爸并没有在那里
When he tosses you
当他把你
Down stairs
扔下楼梯的时候
Let
让我
Me be
成为
The last
最后一个
To say
劝你的人
Please don't stay
请不要停留
Let
让我
Me be
成为
The last
最后一个
To say
劝你的人
You won't be okay
你不会好起来
Please put your shoes on
请穿上你的鞋子
And step into that warm weather
走进温暖里
Go get yourself a more better forever
给自己更好的未来
Gotta put it down
将它放下
You gotta leave it
你要离开它
And don't ever come
不要再回来
Back again you gotta mean it
你要明白这件事
Just tear it all apart and build
尽管将它撕碎
New
创造新的生活
'Cause if you don't kill
因为如果你不杀死他
Him he's gonna kill you
他就会来杀掉你
You can't hold hands
你不能示弱
When they make fists
当他们想打你的时候
And I ain't the first to say this
我不是第一个来劝你的人
But let
让我
Me be
成为
The last
最后一个
To say
劝你的人
Please don't stay
请不要停留
Let
让我
Me be
成为
The last
最后一个
To say
劝你的人
You won't be okay
你不会好起来
Let
让我
Me be
成为
The last
最后一个
To say
劝你的人
Please don't stay
请不要停留