13 - Lund

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Robert Lund
[00:06.781] Most of the time I put on quite a face
[00:09.541] And an act but I'm pretty depressed most of the time
[00:12.327]
[00:12.662] Gun to my head like I'm better off dead
[00:15.367] What I feel in my heart, try to smile instead
[00:19.392] Days pass, burn the candle both ends
[00:21.784] Though I smile through the pain, it’s getting harder to pretend
[00:24.615]
[00:25.682] Hollowed out, stomach sick, I still miss you
[00:28.934] Even after all the shit you put me through
[00:32.115] I know it's wrong but there's something about you
[00:35.238] No, I don't want to stay here without you
[00:37.435]
[00:38.111] Caught in between all the lies and deceit
[00:40.236] Questioning everything
[00:41.772] Love isn't all that it seems, I know now
[00:44.484] Stress ring through my head, I can't sleep
[00:46.572] I'm human, not a machine
[00:48.108] Is this what it's like losing everything?
[00:50.526] Caught in between living hell and a dream
[00:53.013] Tearing apart at the seams
[00:54.332] Praying to god but he won't hear me now
[00:57.317] Happiness just out of my reach
[00:59.244] I think it's time that I leave
[01:00.807] One in the clip, Ima let it sound
[01:02.493]
[01:03.371] Gun to my head like I'm better off dead
[01:05.960] What I feel in my heart, try to smile instead
[01:09.897] Days pass, burn the candle both ends
[01:12.201] Though I smile through the pain, it’s getting harder to pretend
[01:14.819]
[01:16.137] Hollowed out, stomach sick, I still miss you
[01:19.401] Even after all the shit you put me through
[01:22.417] I know it's wrong but there's something about you
[01:25.513] No, I don't want to stay here without you
[01:27.857]
[01:28.675] I should hate you but I'm missing you instead
[01:31.647] 'Cause when I say, \"I love you\", girl, I mean that shit till death
[01:34.863] My heart was skipping beats but ain’t no rhythm since you left
[01:37.776] My head is full of memories that I just can't forget
[01:40.687] So wrong
[01:41.509] How you treat me, girl ****ing with my head
[01:43.733] I'm done
[01:44.573] Playing games with love is something you'll regret
[01:46.933] I'm crushed
[01:47.717] Gave you everything took it all and left
[01:50.101] So long
[01:50.885] To the future we could've had
[01:52.629]
[01:53.805] Blood on the concrete
[01:55.135] Beauty in the violence
[01:56.856] Lying through their teeth 'cause
[01:58.440] There's poetry in fighting
[01:59.975] Stronger than you think
[02:01.199] Know that we ain’t going silent
[02:03.111] (Pain inside me adding fuel to the fire)
[02:04.880]
[02:06.391] Gun to my head like I'm better off dead
[02:09.047] What I feel in my heart try to smile instead
[02:13.103] Days pass, burn the candle both ends
[02:15.263] Though I smile through the pain, it’s getting harder to pretend
[02:18.231]
[02:19.327] Hollowed out, stomach sick, I still miss you
[02:22.439] Even after all the shit you put me through
[02:25.583] I know it's wrong but there's something about you
[02:28.847] No, I don't want to stay here without you
[02:30.863]
[02:32.075] But um... my depression is um...
[02:35.836] I think because of my empathy for humanity and...
[02:39.850] I'm afraid I'm much too emotional
[02:42.531] Uh, to be an artist, really and um
[02:45.163] To be a really good one