a Letter - La Dispute

a Letter - La Dispute
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Everybody wants a reason for everything
人人都想为一切寻找理由
It's so much easier with someone or something to blame
把责任推给某人或某事 会轻松得多
I've always struggled at the root of the problem
我总在问题的根源处挣扎
Has it been absence or my constant lack of defense
究竟是缺席 还是我始终缺乏防备
I've never spent a lot on finding a remedy
我从未费心寻找解药
I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason
或许我认为痛苦自有其缘由
I guess that's why
或许正因如此
I've always turned to writing it down
我才总是选择提笔写下
Not just in stories but the letters in between
不只是故事里 字里行间也藏着痕迹
And I guess that's why it haunts the pages of everything
我想这就是为何它萦绕在每页字句里
To self-examine
自我剖析时
I think the thing is that I shut off from everything
我想问题在于我封闭了自己的心
From friends and family and my own ambitions
远离亲朋挚友 也放弃了自己的憧憬
From having fun
不再享受欢愉
I just shut off from everything
我只是彻底封闭了自己
Self-defeating Yeah probably
自我毁灭吧 或许如此
But I don't know that I had total control over it
但我并不确定自己能否完全掌控
And I'm not sure it even matters why
甚至不确定纠结原因有何意义
Sometimes things happen and you can't do anything
有些事突如其来 你我都无能为力
Plus I'm the only one who deals with it anyway
何况最终承受的始终只有我自己
So if everyone could do me a favor and
若各位能高抬贵手
Just put their fingers down
请放下那些指指点点
I'd-and keep your mouths
也请——管好你们的嘴
Sorry I know I seem angry
抱歉 我知道此刻的我充满戾气
I'm not I promise I just know I did this to me
我并非如此 我发誓 只是我咎由自取
And I will deal with it accordingly
我会用自己的方式承担这一切
And I don't need opinions from those never a part of it
我不需要旁观者的指指点点
Don't need them pointing out my problems they're mine
无需他人指出我的问题 那都是我自己的事
Don't need reminders I know better than anyone
不必提醒 我比谁都清楚
And yeah I know I should be finding another way
是啊 我知道该寻找别的出路
I know that I should be out seeking a substitute
我明白应该找个替代方案
But just forgetting never really made sense to me
但逃避遗忘从来不是我的选择
So I haven't been
所以我一直未能
Do I feel embarrassed about it
我该为此感到羞愧吗
I think you know the answer to that
我想你早已知道答案
I think you'd probably feel a little bit embarrassed for me
或许你正为我感到些许难堪
Wouldn't you
不是吗
I know I should moved on ages ago been happy already
我早该放下过往 重获新生
But it's never been that easy for me
但对我而言从来都不容易
Or maybe it was me that made it so hard
或许是我自己将一切变得如此艰难
I know I've only ever tried a handful of times
我明白自己仅尝试过寥寥数次
To sever this thing torturing me
想要斩断这折磨我的枷锁
It never got me anywhere with anyone
却从未让我与任何人真正靠近
No friendship or hobby no lover's bed worked
无论是友谊、爱好或爱人的怀抱都无济于事
But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough
但回首往事 或许我从未真正全力以赴
And it is my fault
这确实是我的过错
Maybe I never tried at all
也许我根本未曾真正尝试