Martyr - shyne

Martyr
Sh*t sometimes man a ni**a be contemplating
Yo living in f**king hell ni**a die
Walk through the shadow of death
My dick out pissing
Rebel laughing at the devil homicidal threats
Only if he knew I wanna lie a coal
Who the f**k wanna die old
On this miserable earth forever put me in dirt
It's better then living searchin treasure
That only brings atrocity and treachery
Baby mothers stressing me
Ain't no hope left in me
Live everyday like it's my last
Waitin' to meet my niggaz that passed
At last I could meet Christ ask him why the
F**k you died on the cross
Here these stupid motherf**kers they still lost
I'll ask Malcolm see what it was like to fight for civil rights
And nights he thought he would die
What did he do
Did he grab his gun and a bust shot
Get on my knees praise Big and go f**k with Pac
Find out did he really take 5 shots
Ask him who shot ya was it the Feds
Couldn't of been Big Poppa
Brooklyn niggaz ain't braille
Like that ask Martin
Why the f**k you ain't fight back
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice
Life ain't real its a dream we see tomorrow
Reality sh*t that's pain and sorrow
Reality disaster beat breaks
A little girl up in the projects gettin raped
Reality's a ni**a gettin rock shot 41 times
And you askin why I run from one time
I don't even get justice
Ni**a sometimes no times
Oh I'm bout to lose my mind
Reality's f**ked up like a hard workin mother
Losing her job
The battle of good and evil
Like the devil ain't losing for god
We on lucifer's squad
Not knowing what the f**k it all mean
I can't even get a can of sardines
Niggaz driving bentley's burning money
I'm yearnin money
Taking your sh*t I'm earning money
Yet you call me a thief I call me a broke
Ni**a trying to eat
On this earth suffering why its like that
Guess we the punished blame Adam and Eve
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice
Hold your latex from nuns I take sex
Play chess with the devil from the sky
Like rain shells drop immune to this cold
World's sorrow
Beyond shell shock can't you tell pop
I need some help ox
See them meadow officers watchin' myself rot
Ice pick and cell blocks
Hope the 12 stop on the highway to hell
Switchin lanes
Niggaz that know what I mean to suffer
And struggle in the gutter
Slice birthday cakes with box cutters
I did not stutter you heard me this is utter
Reality
Observe me on a journey puttin niggaz on
Gurneys till I meet my maker
And I need my ama
F**k Guiliani and Howard Seiffler
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice life or death
What would you choose
If you had a choice