Heaven - Outerspace

Heaven - Outerspace
Heaven is inside you
Heaven when I ride you
Heaven do you want me
Is heaven just in my mind
Ohh
Lately I'm noticing unfamiliar faces
On my block in my circle them familiar places
And the sun don't shine like it used to
These rainy days ain't something that I'm used to
Catching myself swerving in and out of traffic
Ice-grillin' niggas for no reason like I want static
Wifey telling me "Be a little easy daddy"
Is that a sign from God because she need me badly
Crazy wilding maybe I got a death wish
Blood pressure rising anxiety got me breathless
Blood ain't thicker than these waves
That I'm riding through
Blood stained my chest as I'm laying in this hospital
Our Father have mercy on my soul
Ready to die even though the saying gets old
The meek shall inherit the earth I inherited worse
I inherited a curse for whatever it's worth
Heaven is inside you
Heaven when I ride you
Heaven do you want me
Is heaven just in my mind
Things just ain't been the same lately
Faces got crooked handshakes got shady
My pops said it's the popularity maybe
Yeah maybe that don't really add up to no gravy
Either way I feel I'm following my footsteps
Everywhere I go there go where my kids rest
I can't accept lame niggas trying to stress me
Gotta find a way to design a plan to get free
Caught me speeding with a busted head light
Right through the red light
No time for me to get nice
The liquor probably make a ni**a more antsy
Plus I forgot the 45 tucked in my pantry
Need to hit a phone booth not 'cause I'm Superman
Gotta make a call to tell my kids
I wanna hold their hands
Give them one last hug give mom one last kiss
Sh*t outta luck why it got to end like this
Heaven is inside you
Heaven when I ride you
Heaven do you want me
Is heaven just in my mind