Catarax(Amended LP Version) - Reveille

You'd better back up off this sucker punch
Consequence consequence
F**k it no more waiting for the world to turn
Bloody as my smile dripping ear to ear
I haven't lived for a moment and think it's too d**n late to learn
So just flush it down
Lie down forever never had a dream
Asymmetric reflection of my soul to sell
Now disinfect yourself I'll just pretend to scream
Got a low self esteem from all these guileful lies
Carry me there I can't stand to stand on my own
But I'd rather be hated than forgotten
Cuz it's a long way down and it's a long way home
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
I got a bone to pick n' I'm a pick that bone
Cataract scratch we don't play like that
Because we can't stand to stand on our own
They always said to keep my head on my shoulders
Both feet on the ground
Been living more like one foot in the gave
Tell myself everything I need to hear
Time to face the music because it's all based on what you crave
Fiction addiction
Outer darkness is calling it's your goodnight kiss
666 ways to fall
Catarax will blind but can you hear this
For every sin there's a time to burn
It's near too late so don't press your luck
Now focus do you really know what I mean
And do you really think you'll be forgiven
Cuz I think I'm f**ked
When it rains it pours we tug of war within
We talk of endlessness
We cry to purge our sins
Atoned to rebegin eliminate the scars
F**k the sky or merely count the stars
With every shade of night descending into me
I'm in the dark for life but now at least I'm free
From my own apathy and from my own decay
I'm unremissible now but I got my way
So now can you see me inside of you
Guide me through
Because tomorrow will f**k you too
Break through