Most Roads Lead to Home - Listener

I can't remember
Making all these visions in my head
But they're moving in this room
Fighting together above my bed
Shadows swirling hand in hand
Making new faces in the wind
Keep trying to help me forget my name
And I keep trying to leave them
Our ghosts fill up these hollow walls
Empty hands filled with silence
We are still alive from what I've seen
Heads hanging in the balance
I'll keep on in this sleep
I'm never gonna find that perfect cure
I'll hold on to my name
Because it's the only thing I still know for sure
Look at the sound of all these people on fire
I want to be on fire
Do you want to be on fire
But we don't love ourselves enough
We pack our hearts with medicine
Choke our lungs with broke down tries of lesser men
I'd rather give you my name instead of just forget it
Because I carry it
But I don't want to carry it
And so I'll follow you vision
And listen with my eyes every maze and twist and bend
Oh lead what I should see great specter
You saygive up
Give up
Don't give up
Then I won't give up
Because I know I'm not alone
I know that all roads lead to home in some way
And I'm on my way
Are you on your way
Show me your life
Living
Speaking in the night above us
We all survived
In this one place forever with our eyes closed
You are alive
You said it would never be this way
You promised
I am alive
And I said I would never go away
To believe me
But I'm awake now
And I still see you
Do you see me
I am alive
Though I might be dead or sleeping
I have survived
Trying to find my way out of leaving
And I'm having trouble leaving
I keep breaking all these oars
I can't mold what's not mine
That ship won't sail anymore
The journey is the thing
And I'm barely following
Like this mirage from inside the back of my head
From just outside my reach
You are survived
You are not alone
Don't give up
'Cause one day I'm gonna write my dad into my dreams
And tell him how his friends still remember him here
Show him I became a man
Because they all cared in his absence
And I know you held us
Your wife held on tight enough for both of you
She still holds your hand every day
And try to live out your last words
You are survived
Even though we're still here sorting it all out
We all survived
And are amongst the living and the dead
This name is no longer mine
I can see who I am without it
But I can't just go around dreaming about luck like that
But we all still bleed
We still need help to breathe
And that's all mine to carry
Help me remember when I wake up
I know that all roads lead to home in some way
And I'm on my way
Are you on your way
Show me your life
Walking
Drifting in the air around us
We all survived
Forever and always as we sleep
You are alive
You said it would never be this way
You promised
I am alive
And I said I would never go away
To believe me
But I'm awake now and I still see you
Do you see me