Chasing Dragons - J. Thibaud

I am chasing dragons
Seeking the primal state of mind
Filling my veins with venomous lust
Awakening the beast inside
Seeking no meaning only feeling
Entering the shape of the beholder
And get ready to fight
An overwhelming attack of emotionless fury
Seek to trigger the fright inside
Conquer your fears and kill your courage
A mind seeking mission is on stake
Exploration of strength
In mind body and heart
An ultimate test of the
Presence of your being
Not to think
Only act on instincts while you steer
Into the face of your possible death
Sharpens you to the utter limits
Of consenus
So close but yet so far in presence
Of this observation
Viewing this fight through primal eyes
Felling neither good nor bad
A state of carelessness is what I am feeling
The pleasure of ultimate pain
Is sending warning light flashes
Of inational behavior not humanly
Accepted
But humanity is no longer an issue
Inational feelings are non existing
The only reality is the ongoing fight
Coldness and grimness swarms to my blood
Regaining strength to fight on
When all the pain is gone and the wounds are healed
The awakening of a new chase is on for the strong
From beyond I have traveled
And to the end I will see
Enter the dragon
Causing its will to be mine
Pay the price of immortality and
Achieve victory to the mind
But the battle rages on