Censored Memories - Budapest

Streams of memories shrouded in orange glow
当记忆的河流覆盖着橙色的光芒
Some twisted in time feels like it's yesterday
有一段扭曲的时间 仿佛就在昨日
Black and white stories I see
而我所能看见的黑白故事
Watered down and censored for me
也全都被冲淡 全都被删减
I can't find truth in the mind
在脑海里已找不到正确答案
I will try and let old dogs lie
但我会尝试让曾经发生的都躺在那里
I'm doing again
我不断尝试
Now I'm twisting all the history I made
却仍然扭曲了所有我制造的结局
And my memory finds the misery erased
我重翻记忆里已被抹去的痛苦
It never felt that way I'm sure
感受却从未如此清晰
I don't believe me anymore
所以我决定不再相信自己
Faded photograph evidence I did smile
那些褪色的照片 证明我曾经快乐过
So lonely so insecure
如今却倍感孤独 莫名不安
So confused searching for more
所以我困惑 想寻找更多的曾经
Tears run dry painfully shy
但当眼泪干涸 在令人痛苦的羞涩中
It's all gone now I've finally found
我终于发现其实都已经过去了
I'm doing again
我不断尝试
Now I'm twisting all the history I made
却仍然扭曲了所有我制造的结局
And my memory finds the misery erased
我重翻记忆里已被抹去的痛苦
It never felt that way I'm sure
感受却从未如此清晰
I don't believe me anymore
所以我决定不再相信自己