The Now(Explicit) - Mr. Lif

The Now (现在) - Mr Lif

Daddy's got a new life now
孩子的爸爸开始了一段全新的生活
A new daughter and a new male child
他拥有了一个新的女儿和儿子
A new swagger wid some real style
那真是一件体现他风采的事
New car new house brand new spouse
他拥有了新的车子 新的房子和新的配偶
Little shitty dog named Pouts
并且还有一条叫鲍特的杂良狗
Wid smile on his mouth
他开怀大笑
We'll be straight up we're forgotten
因为他即将实行一个计划
Cause developed a plan
我们将直面被遗忘的现实
Once the monkey takes some time
就连猴子有了空余的时间
To hang with his own fam
也会和它的家人嬉戏玩耍
Hap' and gay to let ya know
我很庆幸让你去了解这些故事
He still cares and such
他仍然在意这些过往
Ya won't grow apart too much
他们不会背道而驰
From bein' outta touch
即使没有待在一起的时间
But he wasn't there for him
但是他不在这里
On the daily ghetto basis
不在贫民窟
In order to drop jewels
为了去驱逐犹太人
I stay clear of the racists
我成为一个彻底的种族主义者
Heavy promises became weightless
信誓旦旦的承诺变得无足轻重
Sincerity became faintless
真诚逐渐变得虚伪
He's praying for a Santa A-list
他祈祷着圣诞礼物
Time is passin' by yet his scars remain ageless
时间消逝 但他的伤痕依旧
He called him on the phone to say pop's
他给爸爸打电话谈论流行乐
This'll take a minute of ya time
这确实占用了你的宝贵时间
But his wishes were divined
但是他虔诚的祈祷是神圣的
By the disenchanted tone
他带着绝望的语气
At the end of the line hang up
最后挂断了电话
He tried to look strong
他尝试着去让自己更加坚强
In front of mom back up
面对着默默支持他的母亲
John stop lookin' forward to the day
约翰不再对日子抱有期待
You gonna see him on
你应该去看他
Dry ya eye to eye and you'll receive an embrace
擦干你的眼泪 你会得到拥抱
From a lost heart that's pumpin' blood
那拥抱属于天真无邪的孩子
Up to a guilty face
他的心充满迷茫 他向罪恶的心输送新鲜血液
He's gonna try to find ways to
他将试着去弥补
Make up for the last twenty nine days
弥补最后的29天或者30天
Or was it thirty I think he heard me
我认为他听得见我的呼唤
In situations like this ya speech becomes wordy
在这样的情况下 我的话才会显得有分量
He's got a hundred million ways
他有成千上万的方式视为珍宝
To tell me not to worry
来告诉我不要担心他的生活
But this time I wasn't hangin'
但这次我不再将他的话
On his every sentence
我选择充耳不闻
Ears crippled by the pain
听觉因为疼痛和变得微弱
And negligence so was the tendency
其他器官也一样
He spoke I couldn't hear a word
他说的话我一个字也听不见
I zoned into black I observed
我进入了黑人的区域
My only thoughts were missin'
我心中只有唯一的想法
Out on love that I deserved
对于我所爱的人 错过了爱的机会
Tryin' to convince myself
我试图说服自己接受现实
I'm weak within the mental
我的精神变得脆弱
The silence breaks because
寂静将被被打破
Your father's guidance is essential
因为父亲的指导举足轻重
He's lookin' down with a smile sayin'
他带着微笑俯视着我
That the future will be great
他告诉我说未来会变得更好
I don't see that dad but what about the now
但我却心生疑虑 为什么不是现在？
Johnny come and leave ya dad alone now
约翰留下爸爸一人
Yeh it's just you and momma now
只剩他和母亲
Stop the cryin' now just try to smile now
他停止哭泣 试着去微笑
Try to think of other things now
试着去想其他的事情
Momma's got another date now
妈妈也有了新的伴侣
You can get through all the anger
希望你现在也能消解愤怒
And the hate now
和多年来给你带来的怨恨
Calm down and wipe ya face now
冷静下来擦干你的泪水
I know it seems to be hard
我知道这看起来很难
But I promise you we'll make it
但是我保证你能做到
Through somehow
用你自己的某种办法做到
Little girl their firstborn their sunshine
一个小女孩 她是父母的长女 是他们的希望
Never been a reader wrong get it right one time
她很要强 要一次就做到最好
Here's how it goes she's off
事情是这样发展下去的
To school an' dancin' on her toes
她加入了一所艺术学校
At an hour long ballet class then on to the piano
一个小时的芭蕾课后紧接着是钢琴课
Two hours of repetition
两个小时的功课复习
Emulatin' class with music compositions
仅接着又是音乐创作课
Do your homework with precision
她准确无误地完成了作业
By nine-o-clock she collapses
9点钟时 她终于受不了
In a heat of dizziness
她感到头晕眼花
But sleep so tomorrow you'll repeat ya business
但是当一觉醒来 明天一切照旧
She got straight A's a stroke of her stress
她在压力中得到了全A的成绩
Throughout her maydays
但内心里到处是她的求救信号
But drawn up out the melees
战斗已经打响
Her mom and dad tryna blame each other
她的父母相互责备着
Different ways she stop and gaze
她体会着 感受着
Thinkin' how it drives her crazy
当他们高声争吵时
When their voices raised
她的内心是崩溃的
This the web that ruins most of her days
这是时间带给她的摧残
From her perfection was expected
她被给予太多的期待
An exec that workin' hard
也成为一个成功的执行者
Without receivin' any raise
即使没有得到晋升的空间
At night she cries when she lays
夜晚传来了她的啜泣
Then she wakes up washes up smiles
梦醒时分 擦干泪水 继续微笑
And goes along like it's okay
仿佛一切都很美好
On to high school
当她升至中学
There's more intensity within her cycle
她的生活圈子变得更加的复杂
She's makin' all the guys drool
她让所有的男生对她着迷
Here comes the extra tight rules
但是有了新的规矩
No late not with college on the plate
上课不能迟到 努力考上好的大学
Practice hard study hard stay in focus
集中着万分的精力 努力着
Keep ya head straight
时刻都要保持清醒
Now she's a nervouse wreck lookin' to collect
现在她成了一个紧张不安的躯壳
Anything that she can smoke swallow drink or inject
尝试体验一切她能做的事情 吸烟 喝酒 注射
When she was mentally gone she went to the prom
当她快要失去理智时 她去了毕业舞会
Had dates and actually could sit down
有了约会对象 终于安静的坐下来
Discuss relationships with her mom
与她的母亲谈论她的恋情
But tell me how much pressure can a person take
是否能告诉我一个人能承受多大的压力？
Before they break and maybe crush this
在她即将崩溃的时候
On a large enough escape
想要粉碎这些压力 逃离现实
So one night she turned in but stayed up late
所以夜晚的她许久没有困意
At her desk with a single piece of paper
她的桌上有一张纸
And a papermate
和一支笔
Here's mom a federal team waked at daybreak
黎明时 在联邦工作的母亲醒来
What she saw made her knees
眼前的一切让她的膝盖发抖
Shake the death of dear Kate
她看到亲爱的女儿凯特的尸体
The note said here's the future
纸条说这里是你那该死的未来
Of your f**kin' perfect child
那属于你完美的孩子
Please be proud I'm livin' for the now
请你为我的永生感到骄傲
Do your work clean your room now
做你的工作 打扫你的房间去吧
Take the makeup off your face now
卸下你的妆容
Eat your dinner now get off the phone now
吃你的晚餐 挂掉电话吧
Leave the boys alone now
离开你的孩子们
Saturday night you stayin' home now
周六晚上 独自呆在家里
Go to your room and sit alone now
在房间静静独自坐着
Katie with the needle how
凯特手里拿着的是注射器
Look baby momma needs you now
宝贝 妈妈需要你
Breathe now God why did this have to be now
这一切都是妈妈的噩梦 醒来吧 上帝 为什么要让这一切降临