Atmospheres - Thalion

Today those harsh
Cold and long days seem so distant
Now they remain only as a bad memory
Or a part of me that now it's left behind
Or should have been
Nevertless nothing which is really important is left behind
Wrote Liv in her diary in an October afternoon of 2004
Her forehead frowned as she put down something harder
Or called to mind a deeper feeling
I can't understand what happened to me since the winter of 1988 until the fall of 2000
I can only remember I couldn't differ dawn from twilight
Such a bad feeling inside me took over my body and made me feel desperate
A fear of being afraid frightened more and more my soul
She stopped breathing for a moment and after sighing she continues writing
I wish to report this nightmare
Which formerly was dark
Called life that gradually became white filling my heart with hope
After all
Everything I needed was to comprehend how to deal
With the difficulties of my destiny and be courageous to face them
And now maybe I can Liv leaned her arm on the table
Made odd gestures with her hands and said some words to herself
They were nearly sighs：
From my fingertips come out colors
That take me to another dimension
And open my book of shadows
One last Time