Lay Around - The Jealous Girlfriends

When I found this
My language in a way
I began to speak
And my soul was free
On a gust of inspiration
She was soaring over the walls built with shame
And self doubt
And a midnight curfew
A form I had not yet seen engulfed me
I was standing on the deck
In the rain listening to jazz
Smoking a ** cigarette
And I swear I swear
I didn't think of you once
But I thought maybe
Love is what you've been missing
Cause love is not what you've been giving
Maybe getting is all you've known till now
Or maybe you've forgotten how
He said do you write for you or other people
I said other people
I said I want them to see the beauty
That I can but just can not seem to touch
Which is only a metaphor for all of us
I said I think I'm trying to capture a moment
I think my whole life I've been trying
To capture that moment
He said one thing you can be sure of
Is that you never will
I thought maybe
Love is what I've been missing
Cause love is not what I've been giving
Maybe getting is all I've known till now
Or maybe I never even learned how
Let's try and keep things out
Of the space that divides
You said the cracks between where we lie
And we lie around so much
We lie around
Yes we lie around
We lie around
We just lay around the truth
So much
Until you are
Getting
Getting
Getting
Getting
Going
Gone
You are
Getting
Getting
Getting
Getting
Going
Gone
You are
Getting
Getting
Getting
Getting
Going
Gone
You are
For your love
For your love
For your love
Cause I don't want to wait today for your love
No
No
No
No
I don't want to wait today for your love