Dying - Boys Night Out

Picture yourself in a nightmarish scene of such
Grotesque complexity that you'd kill to be dreaming
Your body's been dying while your mind has been trying
To make you picture a life where you'd kill for your
Lover and a song in your head the deaths of countless
Others simply set up the lyrics for your symphony
That's where you'll find me
Something awful has happened here this is
This is so much worse than I ever could have imagined
I knew it all along that this man should not have been released
God what's happened here he's completely torn his entire apartment apart
The smell is overpowering a fowl pungent odor
Like rotten food or I don't know possibly something worse
But there's something else that's almost overpowering
I think its a woman's perfume oh no no
I found the patient he's lying on the floor in the center of the living room
Completely naked emaciated deathly pale it appears he hasn't eaten anything at all for weeks
The infection has spread up his arms it must have reached his brain
There's bulging bright red veins all the way up from his wrist to his neck
There's empty bottles everywhere of alcohol and medication
My god this smell is sickening
There's blood coming out of his mouth nose ears
He's not dead yet but he's close
I failed this is my fault
And somehow he's smiling at me I think he's whispering something
No not just whispering I think he's singing
Now place your ear to my lips
Trace these notes with your fingertips
They dance alone on my last breath
This is the end this is death
The lines I wear around my wrist are there to prove that I exist
Someone call an ambulance because something's not right
The smell of her perfume struggles to cover everything
We were inseparable