No (On Top) - Cam Meekins

No (On Top) (Explicit) - Cam Meekins
I used to think that I was destined
To be on top but now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped
I was waiting to drop
And talk sh*t bout you
I used to have a lot of stress
Thinking bout my life
And where it was heading to
But now I'm saying
F**k that I'mma be alright
Guess what you will too
I used to be one of the kids
That would over think
I never had no shows
I just to act like it was cool
When really I was bugging
About it on the low
I used to do a lot of singing
Making some beats and yeah
I still do both
I used to give a f**k
About you and then
I deleted your number on my phone
Not even on some Hollywood sh*t
I'm f**ked up and I play this girls
I do this sh*t to boost
My ego don't really
Talk about it on the low
And if I'm really being honest
I'd just lie said I was on the road
But I ain't never been on tour man
This is just something that you should know
I used to think that
I was destined to be on top
But now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped
I was waiting to drop
And talk sh*t bout you
I used to have a lot of stress thinking
Bout my life and where it was heading to
But now I'm saying
F**k that I'mma be alright
Guess what you will too
I love the way that life
Has a particular way of working out
I'm sitting thinking bout all the decisions
I made back when I was just a dumb fool
And now I know more so
I can act upon my actions more appropriate
So you won't walk out the door
I hear the words you say to me
Like slow piano loops
Sits inside my head throughout
The day until I think oh shoot
I wasted another day doing nothing
No motivation
Wrapped inside depressions
That you put me in after
We stopped having sex and
To add on top of that
I got stressed out with music sh*t
Starting writing songs that
I didn't even like to spit
But f**k that sh*t
I guess one day I'll finally find my sound
And leave my mark upon
This lonely blood sucking underground
I worked so hard for this
And thought it was all useless
So I had to ask myself
Why it is I really do this
I have dreams of buying a house
Finding a wife and a family
I wanna be around for my kids
So they can see their dad and be like
Yeah that sh*t's awesome
So how do I accomplish that
It's not with major labels
F**king me until I got no a**
So I'll just keep it real
Try to relax a bit
Until all my stars align
And I ain't worried bout sh*t
I used to think that
I was destined to be on top
But now I know it's true
While everybody else flopped
I was waiting to drop
And talk sh*t bout you
I used to have a lot of stress
Thinking bout my life
And where it was heading to
But now I'm saying
F**k that I'mma be alright
Guess what you will too
I used to think that
I was destined to be on top but now
I know it's true
While everybody else flopped
I was waiting to drop
And talk sh*t bout you
I used to have a lot of stress
Thinking bout my life
And where it was heading to
But now I'm saying
F**k that I'mma be alright
Guess what you will to