disappear - eli.

[00:30.24]I've been feeling low so low now
[00:36.47]Tryna do my best don't know how
[00:42.85]Holding onto hope for life now
[00:49.10]But i become consumed with doubt
[00:54.35]Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
[01:00.72]Looking for the answers maybe i'll know once i'm older
[01:07.91]But please hang on
[01:11.53]Please hang with me
[01:15.03]I'll be back soon
[01:18.26]I'll be back
[01:20.33]Time for me to go
[01:26.05]I need some room to grow
[01:32.59]I feel so alone
[01:38.94]No one even knows
[01:46.38]I just wanna disappear
[01:49.49]Take me far away from here
[01:52.67]I don't wanna face my fears
[01:55.91]I just wanna disappear
[02:11.32]I wanna do my best but...
[02:13.67]I don't know what's next yet
[02:15.59]I just need a reset
[02:16.82]I just wanna be something
[02:19.24]I just wanna change your life
[02:21.41]I just wanna do it right
[02:23.93]Everything i wanna do everything i wanna be
[02:26.34]I see it all happen for me i find it hard to believe
[02:28.81]Finding it harder to breatheyeah
[02:31.11]I just wanna feel complete why do i not feel complete
[02:33.12]Oh i know that is on me you all gave me everything
[02:35.58]Yeah yeah yeah
[02:37.05]Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
[02:39.75]Looking for the answers maybe i'll know once i'm older
[02:42.81]Need some time to recollect myself please don't forget me
[02:46.08]When i disappear next week i hope you can forgive me
[02:49.47]Time for me to go
[02:55.51]I need some room to grow
[03:02.13]I feel so alone
[03:08.50]No one even knows
[03:16.07]I just wanna disappear
[03:19.15]Take me far away from here
[03:22.20]I don't wanna face my fears
[03:25.47]I just wanna disappear
[03:28.63]I don't wanna disappear
[03:31.75]I just wanna stay right here
[03:34.89]Moving is my greatest fear
[03:38.16]Maybe i should disappear