Dagenham Dream - Blood Orange

We received our bloody circles in the mail
Only see what's really important when it's nailed
As a teen my Lord and savior was a male
Tire trucks and six steel strings that keep me frail
It's the worst I've ever felt when it hails
Broken teeth and bloody nose but least it snowed
Instantly tried oh I cried and cut a line
And my eyebrow acted like the boys who tell
And my teacher told me that this made her sad
Had to act just like the others to get around
Friday nights alone in heaven with my board
Like growing up I have always heard or like I was always hyperaware of
The things that the people around me who were charged with my care
Or told me like be silent or be quiet
Or be ashamed or hide
Or perform a version of myself that wasn't really me
And so I think that through my life I've always been hyperconscious
And aware of not going into spaces and seeking too much attention
Um because part of survival is like being able to just fit in
To be seen as normal and to like quote-unquote belong
But I think that so often in society in order to belong means
That we have to like shrink parts of ourselves
编辑于2021/04/21更新