Death Story - Lecrae

I'm blackin' out on my last legtakin' final breaths'
Overheard the doctor say I ain't gonna make it final steps
In the zone half panickin' half feelin' gone
Hang on homie my boys yellin tryna keep me goin
Little sister in the distance I see her tears flowin
Where mommy at she on the ground passed out cold
Aw man this is how it ends death came quick
My god I'll do anythang just let me live
I wanna pray but I can't pray I never really done it
I don't know if I should call christ buddah or mohammed
Gettin blunted earlier this evenin now seems wrong and my brain is searchin hard for any scripture or song
I'm havin flashbacks now I remember it was December
I was standing on the corner pitchin rocks in the winter
Young dude ran up on me thought he was a winner but he started tryna convince me all the ways I'm a sinner
Man you never understood man
You've lied before right you've stolen before right man you've already broken two of the ten commandments man
That qualifies you as a law breaker that's sin man it offends the holy and perfect and righteous god man that's sin you need a savior because of the sin man
I'm just tryna break it down for you
Havin a hard time breathin
But I ain't leavin until I know what I believe in
Wait maybe it was ak on the block who was tellin me mohammed was the rock nah stop
You know man you know mohammed was the truth
You know what I'm sayin islam is the way to go yo
But ain't mohammed die yeah dawg and they buried him that's scary then cuz I don't know if allah really carries men
Let's get back to jesus
Coughin and wheezin this world's full of lies man everythings misleadin
They told me don't be scared to die but dawg that's ridiculous cuz I don't know what happens to me next in this predicament
Its sickenin
God give me answers give me clues help me understand who do I trust what do I do
Okay we're losin him we're losin him
He's dying fast
Nurse help me I need help over here
Hurry up
Ah oh man
I can't breath
I'm dyin
Can't think
Wait wait mohammed buddah no no no no no no jesus jesus
Okay back to christ first he lived then he died
Then that easter play I saw one time said he came back alive
And god so loved the world
What's the rest of that verse think fast I can't remember help me nurse whats john 316 nurse for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son gave up his only son okay yea that's right
So whoever believes in him wait who turned out the lights I'm dyin I'm dead no my eyes went closed
I can't feel my feet no mo and my sides is cold
God please I'm sorry for all the wrong that I've done
I know I been a terrible father and a horrible son
I see it now
I wish that I could change some things in my life I really never took the blame for things
Like lyin and stealin and hurtin and dealin
I'd quit it all if your willin and let me walk out dis buildin
I wronged you I see dat I wanna give in but I ain't really sure if you've forgivin my sins
Well this is it no more discussion to do
I don't know much but I know I should be trustin in